"Not Talking"

Solo: What are you talking about Bey? *fake laugh*

Bey: Solo how could stoop so low? Solo why would you? *chokes up* How Could you? *tears run down her face*

Solo: *cries* Bey..

Bey: You know I was hoping  you would say those papers I found aren't yours..

Solo: *sniffs* *yells* YOU DON'T KNOW! YOU DON'T KNOW HOW IT FEELS! TO-

Bey: Was it Daniel's?

Solo: *cries and starts the car* I don't have to answer that..

Bey: *snatches the key out of the ignition* Solange Piaget Knowles! ANSWER ME!

Solo: IT WAS MISTAKE! *tears run quickly down her face*

Bey:What was a mistake Solo? *pauses but Solo says nothing* huh? Was it the baby? or was it you being a hoe and not knowing how to keep your legs closed?

Solo: *slaps Bey* *cries* FUCK YOU!

Bey: *hold her face* Bitch Imma let you allow yourself to think that you slapping me is going to erase the guilt of you killing an innocent child for your idiotic mistakes! *rolls eyes and gets out the car*

Solo: *starts the car and pulls off*

Solo cried all the way home ..She wiped her tears and walked in her house. When she walked in, Alan was in the living room having a drink.

Alan: Hey Babe..*sips*

Solo: He *goes up the steps*

It wasn't normal for Solo to not hug or kiss Alan when she walks in, so he followed her to the bedroom..

Alan: you okay?

Solo: Yeah. *sits on the bed and takes off her shoes*

Alan: Are you sure?

Solo: *in an uneasy voice* Yes Alan. I just want to go to sleep.

Alan: Okay...*walks out*

(Solo)

I can't believe Bey found these papers . I feel so Judged. Bey has always been like my mother. I feel more fear for Bey's opinion then I have ever felt for my mother. Bey holds pregnancy to such a high standard, women too.  But I just wish she had a bit more understanding for me. I hate when she judges me...

(Meanwhile W/ Bey)

Jay pulled up at the gas station to see Bey standing outside of the store..

Jay: *rolls down his window* What happened?

Bey: *walks up to the car and gets in*

Jay: You okay? Where is Solo?

Bey: *takes a deep breath* Just drive Jay. *sniffs*

Jay: *pulls off*

Jay knew Bey very well, He knew something was wrong with Bey, But he knew that it was best for him to stay quiet...It  would only piss her off even more if he continued to speak. He was sure she would open up eventually. They pulled up to the house and made their way into the house.  Blue and Shawn Jr. were sound asleep. Bey went straight up the steps . Julius came from the living room to greet Jay.

Jay: Thanks again for keeping an eye on the kids.

Julius: No problem Jay, my job is to protect. *laughs* *daps him*

Julius left and Jay made his way upstairs. When he got upstairs to the bedroom, Bey was in the bed with her face buried in her laptop. 

Jay: *takes of his clothes and climbs in bed w/ her*

Jay rolled over and didn't even look at Bey. He didn't want to annoy her. The room was silent...A few minutes passed..and then Bey broke it..

Bey: Babe..*sits up in bed*

Jay: Yes? *rolls over and looks at her*

Bey: How do you feel about abortion.

Jay: depends on if your involved.

Bey: Jay it's just a general question. trust me. I didn't have an abortion.

Jay: Well in that case, if it was rape, then I could understand it. Other then that, I don't care for it too much. Why?

Bey: Solo, had an abortion.

Jay: *sits up* WHAT?

Bey: *tear runs down her face* I just don't understand. How could she Jay? *sniffs* I mean. After all the stuff she has seen Kelly and I go through when it comes to pregnancy. why would she?

Jay: *Wraps his arms around Bey* Shh Calm down, Did she have a reason?

Bey: *shakes her head no* I think it was Daniel's baby..

Jay: *rubs Bey's head* well how about you just stop worrying about it for now babe. Let's just get some sleep. Don't you have that event with the fashion line tomorrow with your mom?

Bey: *shakes her head yes*

Jay: Solo gone be there?

Bey: most likely..*sniffs*

Jay: Then you might wanna get some rest *kisses her forehead*

Bey: *kisses him on the lips* Good Night..

Jay: *smirks* *turns off the lights*

Bey and Jay went to sleep and woke up the next morning and had a normal morning. They got dressed before the kids. Bey was on Blue duty and Jay was on baby duty. They got breakfast ready and ate together. Jay kissed Bey and made his way out first. He had some studio work to do, so he is taking the kids to his mother's house while Bey goes to the event. When Jay got to Jersey, he let himself in..

Jay: *opens the door with Shawn Jr. on his chest*

Gloria: *runs down the steps* MY BABIES!!!

Jay: *smiles*

Blue: GWAMA!

Gloria: *bends over and hugs Blue* Hello Baby..*kisses her*

Blue: I missed you! *kisses her cheek*

Gloria: *stands up straight* I miss you too. Hey Son! *hugs Jay*

Jay: Hey Mama *kisses her cheek* you good?

Gloria: I'm alright..*grabs Shawn Jr.* Helloo Big Man! *kisses him* God he looks just like Bey.

Jay: Why does everybody say that? *laughs*

Gloria: He does!

Just then..Annie walked in..

Annie: Blue!

Blue: *runs to her* Auntie Annie!!

Annie: *laughs* *picks her up and hugs her tight* Blueeberryyyy!

Blue: Daddy is letting me and my bwova stay here for the day..

Annie: Is he? *smiles*

Blue: *shakes her head yes*

Gloria: *smiles*

Blue: *looks at Gloria* Gwama do you still have does twapes of my Daddy?

Jay: *confused face* What tapes?

Blue: The ones that mommom let's me watch!

Jay: *side eyes his Mother*

Gloria: *quickly gives Shawn Jr. to Jay and runs over to Blue* Grandma got them upstairs. *giggles* Come on! *goes upstairs with Blue*

Jay: AYE! What tapes??

Gloria: *reaches the top of the steps* Shawn mind your business this between me and my grand baby! *laughs*

Annie: *takes Shawn Jr. and sits down on the couch across from Jay*

Jay: *takes a deep breath*

Annie: So Mama told me you went to Darryl's wedding..

Jay: How did I know that was coming...

Annie: *sarcastic tone* you enjoy yourself?

Jay: Annie don't start..

Annie: Why would you even go?

Jay: I was invited. My wife was invited. SO we went.

Annie: Jay don't give me that shit. you-

Jay: He invited you didn't he?

Annie: He did that out of spite Jay, you don't know him.

Jay: Really? last time we talked, he was a "good man" and I "needed to get to know him". What? now I can't go to the man's wedding? Why? CAUSE IT'S NOT YOU?

Annie: *takes a deep breath* Never mind Jay..

Jay: All I'm saying is that-

Annie: NEVER MIND JAY!  DROP IT.

Jay: *shrugs* Tell Mama I'll be back at 6. *leaves*

(Jay)
*gets in the car* It wasn't even my decision to go to that damn wedding. Hell, I don't owe Annie anything . She didn't even tell me that she and that nigga split. I found out on my own. Most likely she didn't tell me due to pride. I only went to the damn wedding for peace in my home. God knows I didn't wanna be there. I was just trying to be a peacemaker.

(With Bey)

It's been a pretty awkward morning for Bey. She has been at this event all morning with her mother, Angie and Solo. Bey is certain that nobody knows about the abortion. She hasn't said anything to Solo all morning. The event has been going great, but Bey feels that her mother is catching on to their distance. She keeps making them sit next to each other. At the fashion show portion of the event..
                                                                             

Solo: Bey..

Bey: *looks at Solo*

Solo: Please don't tell Mama about-

Bey: *rolls eyes* Solo please.. I don't want to be the one to break Mama's heart. You can do that on your own..

Solo: *takes a deep breath and focuses back on the fashion show*




The event has been going well and Bey has said nothing farther Solo. At the dinner portion of the event, she addressed the group..

Mama T: So none of you come to see me anymore...

Ty: Ms. Tina I just saw you yesterday doe.

Angie: Aww Aunt Tina, I see you all the time!

Mama T: I was addressing my so called daughters. *side eyes them*

Bey: Mama, I make sure that I call you everyday..*giggles*

Mama T: Not the same!

Solo: *takes a deep breath*

Mama T: I bet y'all talk to each other and see each other everyday!

Bey: *rolls eyes*

(Bey)
It's so hard for me to keep my feelings towards Solo in. I had to get up from the table..Running to the bathroom, I can hear my mother whispering my name as loud as she could without making a scene..

Mama T: What has gotten into her?

Solo: Who cares?

Ty: Oop, Somebody had bitch flakes for breakfast this morning..

Solo: *rolls eyes and grabs purse* I'll be right back..*goes after Bey*

Bey was in the bathroom getting herself together when Solo walked in..

Solo: *takes a deep breath* Bey, I didn't mean to hurt you..

Bey: I'm still asking myself, HOW COULD YOU? I mean...you know how bad some people wish they could have kids? Look at Kelly for example. How could you do something like that?

Solo: Bey, My decision was made out of concern..How do you think that would look on our family if I were to have a baby by Daniel and I'm with Alan..*tears up* I was already an embarrassment when I got pregnant with Juelz. I'm tired of being the fuck up of this family..You wouldn't understand. you've been perfect for as long as you can remember. Perfect husband. Perfect Career. Perfect kids. you don't know what it's like to make a mistake and have to cover it up before everybody sees.

Bey: Do you hear yourself? I don't know pain? I'm perfect all the time? Solo you're more damaged then I thought..*leaves*

Bey made her way back to the table..

Bey: Mama, I'm going..*grabs her purse and leaves*

Solo: *comes in behind her*

Mama T: What happened?

Solo: *whispers as loud as possible* Beyonce. Beyonce don' t do this! *grabs her*

Bey: *snatches away from her* Get off of me. *leaves*

Ty: What the hell did I miss?

Mama T: Was is it something I said?

Solo: No Mama..*sits*

Mama T: Well somebody needs to explain something..

Solo: Not right now..

Mama T: But-

Solo: Mama please, not right now.

Mama T: *Takes a deep breath*

Ty: This family..*shakes his head*

Bey stormed out of the door and paparazzi attacked her immediately..Julius ran out behind her to protect her...He walked her to her car and he took her to her house. Bey went in changed her close, grabbed Jay's keys to his truck and leaves...Bey made her way to the studio where Jay was...When she walked in, Jay was sitting at the control panel doing his usually money dance. He was enjoying the beat. Bridgette Kelly was in the booth...

Bey: *sits next to him*

Jay: *looks to his left* Ayye..*kisses her* What you doing here?

Bey: I couldn't do it..

Jay: *stops the music* Aye Bridge, gimme 5 mins.

Bridge: Sure. *smiles* Hey Bey!

Bey: Hiii! *smiles and waves*

Bridgette Kelly stepped out of the booth and made her way out of the studio..

Jay: What's going on? I thought you were with your mom for the day?

Bey: I couldn't stay there anymore Jay..I can't stand it..

Jay: Does your mom know yet?

Bey: Nope. I'm just over today. Needed to see, you I can calm down..

Jay: Well, I'm glad I can help Baby..

Bey: *smirks*

Bey's phone lit up and it was Ty. He sent a text saying are we still on for our trip to ATL..
Be ignored it...

Jay: What trip to ATL?

Bey: Huh?

Jay: I read it..

Bey: *takes a deep breath* *giggles* Me and Ty wanted to do some shopping down there..

Jay: Shopping?

Bey: Yes Babe..

Jay: I wanna go. *smiles*  Tomorrow?

Bey: Jay..

Jay: I'll take that as a yes. *smirks* gimme love..*leans in to kiss her*

Bey: *kisses him*

(Bey)
Shit. If Jay finds out that we are going to ATL for any other reason, he is gonna throw a fit. We are gonna have to reschedule or something, fuck. But I don't have her number..

Bey: Jay, Can I borrow your phone?

Jay: What's wrong with yours? *chuckles*

Bey: It doesn't connection in here..

Jay: *gives her his phone*

Bey: *walks out*

Bey quickly searched the phone for Aaleyah's number..She found it and called it, but she didn't answer..Jay came out of the studio to get Bridgette. Bey got so scared, she dropped Jay phone clean on the hard floor. It broke.

Jay: BEY! What the hell? *picks it up*

Bey: I'm sorry baby, I'll buy you another one..I gotta go..K? *kisses him*

Jay: *confused*

Jay examined his phone, and he could barely see the screen due to the cracks. He called Bridgette back in..and they got back to work..

Bey: *walking to the car* *calls Ty* Hey, you still with my mom?

Ty: Nope, we left. Did you get my text message?

Bey: Yeah, I got it, but there is one problem?

Ty: WHAT?

Bey: Jay's coming..

Ty: Are you fucking serious? How are we suppose to slay this bitch if he is gonna be there..

Bey: I tried to reschedule, but Jay walked out while I was in the middle of it, and I broke his phone.

Ty: You are so- you mean to tell me you don't even have the hoes number?

Bey: Yeah..

Ty: You are truly an idiot. what do we do now?

Bey: I don't know, I'll figure it out..

Ty: well in the mean time, you might wanna tell me what the hell is going on between you and Solo.

Bey: I can't right  now Ty, but I will when I can..*hangs up*

Bey made her way to the apple store and brought Jay a new phone..She went home and wrecked her brain on how she was going to figure this situation out for tomorrow..she started cooking dinner and it was turning out pretty good..

Jay walked in and threw his keys on the counter..

Bey: *smiles* Hey baby..*walks over to him kisses him* I got you a knew phone..*grabs the back off the table and gives it to him*

Jay: *takes it* Thanks...What you cooking? *puts his phone broken phone on the table and begins opening the new one*

Bey: Salmon..

Jay: Sound good...

There was a silence that filled the room..

Jay: Mama wants the kids for the night, so Imma go get them in the morning..

Bey: No problem..

More Silence...

Jay: Babe..

Bey: hmm?

Jay: When you had my phone, did you happen to call anyone?

Bey: I was in the process of calling Ty, but-

Jay: Did you call Aaleyah?

Bey: Jay-

Jay: Did you call Aaleyah?

Bey: I just wanted to talk to her...Is that too much to ask?

Jay: Bey I DON'T WANT YOU TALKING TO THAT GIRL.

Bey: *yelling* I JUST WANNA KNOW WHAT HER AGENDA IS! IS THAT TOO MUCH TO ASK?

Jay: *shakes his head* I'M DONE WITH THIS CONVERSATION. I SWEAR BEY, IF I HEAR THAT YOU HAVE BEEN TALKING TO THAT GIRL-

Bey: WHAT JAY? WHAT YOU GONE DO? THIS AIN'T NO DIFFERENT FROM YOU GOING BEHIND MY BACK TO TALK TO DARRYL!

Jay: WRONG. YOU HAD FEELINGS FOR DARRYL. THERE IS NOTHING GOING ON BETWEEN AALEYAH AND I.

Bey: *turns off stove and walks out the kitchen*

Jay: *follows her* I'M SERIOUS BEY! I DON'T WANT YOU MAKING CONTACT WITH HER.

Bey: *rolls eyes*

Jay: You hear me?

Bey: Yeah, whatever. *rolls eyes*

(Jay)
Soon as Bey left the studio today, my broken phone lit up as bright as it could to let me know that someone was calling. I wasn't sure who it was, because my screen so shattered that I couldn't make out the words..I answered and it was Aaleyah..She was all excited asking me did I call her. I'm like, NO. She's all like "Jay, I'm not crazy..you called me." I was so confused before it dawned on me..I didn't call you...Bey did. And Of course she's going to ATL to "shop" tomorrow where Aaleyah resides. Bey needs to realize she can get NOTHING pass me. I pay attention...

Jay: you gone come eat?

Bey: *shakes her head no*

Jay: *grabs her arm* *chuckles* You gone be mad all night? Come eat.

Bey: *gets up and follows Jay to the kitchen*

Jay: I don't want this to be an argument..I just don't want you messing in that..That's what she wants babe..

Bey: *takes a deep breath*

Jay: *slide phone over to her* Now activate my phone..*chuckles*

Bey: *giggles* *grabs Jay's phone and begins the process of activating in*

All day the next Day, Ty called Bey's phone back to back. He has been waiting for this day for a long time...

Jay: Bey, I gotta step out for a little bit..gotta handle some business..

Bey: How long you gonna be?!

Jay: I'm not sure..*kisses her* I'll be back though..I'll pick the kids up on my way back..

(Bey)
Tomorrow is my birthday and it doesn't even feel like it...Jay made love to me so good last night. I guess that was his way of reassuring me that I was here to stay, and that I didn't need to worry about Aaleyah, or any other bitch that tries to get in our way. I love Jay. and Yes. I got the message..time to break the news to Ty.

Bey: *finally answers the phone*

Ty: Why you neglecting my phone calls though? tramp.

Bey: Jay's been here all morning..I didn't want to-

Ty: SKURT! *holds hand up* Talk to the hand cause the face don't understand. Are we going or nah?

Bey: Ty, I don't know..

Ty: I KNOW! Let's GO!

Bey: *rolls eyes* I'll call you later..*giggles*

Ty: Iight..

Bey got in the shower and got comfortable in her bed..As she got comfortable, Frank Gatson called..

Bey: Hello!?

Frank: Bey, I'm so sorry I have to tell you this myself..

Bey: Is everything alright?

Frank: I forgot all about it and I'm sorry..

Bey: ABOUT WHAT?

Frank: You have a show tonight!

Bey: *jumps out of bed* WHAT?!

Frank: Get ready as soon as you can..I'll come get you and take you to the venue..It's small so just dress nice, you won't have any dancers, just the mamas..I'm sorry..I'll be there in an hour..*hangs up*

Bey rushed around to get ready she called Ty and had him hurry over so he could help her find something to wear. Ty got there 20mins later..

Ty: *runs in* Did you find something?

Bey: I think so..I don't know..

Ty: Move Bey..*pushes her out the way and finds the perfect outfit* Do I have to do everything?

Bey: You ARE my stylist. *giggles*

Ty finally finds something for Bey to wear...

Ty: Put this on!

Bey: You going?

Ty: I'm dressed ain't I? *giggles*

Bey and Ty quickly made there way down the steps just in time..Frank Gatson was pulling up..Bey and Ty road with him.When they got there, they walked in..

Bey couldn't believe what she saw..

Everybody: SURPRISE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Bey: *giggles* JAAAAAYY!

Jay: *giggles* Happy Birthday Babe. *smiles* I couldn't do it tomorrow, because you would expect it.

Frank: She cause me out the whole way here. Now you know I never forget a show Bey..*giggles*

Bey: I can't believe this..*smiles*

Ashley E: BELIEVE IT! *giggles*

Bey begin to enjoy herself. Everyone was there..her mother, Jay's family..Angie..All of Jay's artist, Bey's dancers and crew. They all were having a really good time..Jay looked over and realized that Bey looked funny.. It wasn't what he was used to..

Jay: What's wrong?

Bey: *shakes her head* Nothing..

Jay: I thought you would say that...*smirks* *gets up*

Bey: Jay what are you doing?

Jay: *walks over to the DJ booth* Everybody stop the music! Stop everything! I got a surprise for the birthday girl! BRING  IT!


Bey: *gasps* *starts crying*

TBC...

"Finding Out"

I tried to update as fast as possible. lol Hope you guys enjoy this, and please make sure you comment.

Jay took some deep breaths and glanced over at Shawn Jr. who was sleeping quietly...He had an immediate form of guilt that emerged in his heart..He immediately got up and made his way to the shower so that he could wash off the scent of Aaleyah's sweet smelling perfume..Jay's shower was long..When he got out, he wiped himself down with his towel. As he got dressed he realized that something was missing... Shawn Jr..

Jay: SHAWN! *looks around* *checks the other side of the bed* SHAWN! *looks in the mini living room and kitchen* SHAWN JR. *opens the door* There was no sign of Shawn Jr. anywhere. Jay immediately went to panic mode and threw on his clothes. He dialed 911.

Emergency Agent: 911 what's your emergency?

Jay: *yelling* Calling to report a missing child..

(Meanwhile W/ Bey)

Ty: Are you sure you saw her?

Bey: I know what I saw.

Angie: Bey, We were in the bathroom for 5 minutes. How in the hell did you manage to steal your own baby?

Bey: *holding Shawn* I call myself surprising him. But I saw her coming down the hallway. She didn't seem to be happy, but I know in my heart they did something. *tear runs down her face* I can't believe he is doing this again.

Ty: Calm down, *takes Shawn Jr* You don't know that yet. Let's just see if he tells the truth.

Bey: *sniffs* Ty you have a mysterious look on your face..

Angie: Yeah, and I don't like it. Let's go upstairs and tell this man we have this baby before the police are involved. *starts walking and Bey follows her*

Ty: WAIT! I have an idea. Let's wait and see how long it takes for him to call Bey and let her know that "Aaleyah" may have stolen their baby.

Angie: WHAT?

Ty: Let's make him sweat.

Bey: Oooo I see what you are saying. Let's do it. I'm down.

Ty: Okay, So here's the plan..

(Meanwhile w/ Jay)

(Jay)
I called the police and they should be on their way. God, how am I gonna explain this to Bey? *walks back into his room* I gotta call Aaleyah. *calls her but she doesn't answer* Shit. It had to be her. She's the only one that knows I was here. *cries* I didn't want anything she was giving. I honestly just wanted her off me. But as a man, it's extremely hard to resist when all your right spots are being touched and kissed. If something happens to Shawn Jr. I don't know what I would do. My heart feels like it's going to beat of my chest. I don't know how I'm gonna explain this to Bey..They should be here soon. *hears a knock on the door*

It was Bey...

Bey: *comes in* Hey Baby! *smiles and jumps in his arms* *kisses him*

Jay: Hey *fake smiles* what are you doing here?

Bey: Well, *takes jacket off* You sounded a little weird on the phone so i figured I come and surprise you. *smiles* Aren't you happy to see me? *kisses Jay*

Jay: Yeah, Of course.

Bey: Where is Shawn?

Jay: huh?

Bey: Shawn Jr. *smiles* Where is he?

Jay: um..He's-

Before Jay could get another word out of his mouth, the police knocked on the door..

Bey: That must be J.Cole. I saw him on my way up. *Smiles* I'll get it. *starts walking to the door*

Jay: *grabs Bey* Nah, we don't have to be bothered right now with that. *fake chuckles*

Police: *knocks harder* POLICE!

Bey: Police? Shawn is something wrong?

Jay: *takes a deep breath*

Police: *knocks*

Jay: just stay right here. I'll explain it to you. don't move. *runs to the door and opens it* Hello Officers.

Officer D: Hello, Misssterrrr *looks at the sheet* Carter?

Jay: yes, that's me.

Officer: What can I help you with?

Bey: *stands behind Jay* Yeah Jay, what can he help you with?

Jay: Uh,-

Officer: Welp, *looks at the slip* On here it says that there is a missing child?

Bey: *smiles* Officer there must be some kind of mistake. Our Child isn't missing. Jay what the hell is going on?

Jay: Bey just calm down, please. I can explain.

Bey: YOU WILL EXPLAIN! Officers thank you, but we don't need your services.

Police: Are you sure?

Bey: positive.

Jay: *confused face* Bey, We need them..they have to find Shawn.

Bey: *rolls eyes* Thank you officers. *closes the door in their faces*

Jay: Bey. *confused face full of tears*

Bey: What happened Jay?

Jay: Bey I-

Bey: TELL ME THE TRUTH!

Jay: I think Aaleyah took Shawn Jr.

Bey: Aaleyah who?

Jay: My Ex-

Before Jay could say girlfriend, Bey slapped the shit out of Jay.

Bey: I came up here and took Shawn Jr! You fucking that bitch again Jay? *tear runs down her face*

Jay: Bey-

Bey: I don't wanna hear it. *grabs jacket*

Jay: Bey..I can explain. She just showed up-

Bey: Save it Jay. *opens the door and leaves*

Bey slammed the door behind her and met Ty and Solo outside in the car. When she got in, they could tell she was upset. She immediately broke into tears when she closed the door.

Angie: Aww Bey, it's okay. Did you give him a chance to explain?

Bey: *shakes her head no* JULIUS! DRIVE!

Julius: Okay Bey. *pulls off*

(2 Days Later)



As much as Bey didn't want to do this show, she was not going to cancel it again and disappoint her fans. Bey and Jay haven't spoken for two days. He has been calling her back to back but she hasn't answered. He even stopped by the house, but Bey told the nanny to tell Jay she wasn't there.

Bey: Do I look okay? *looking through the mirror at her mother*

Ms. Tina: You look beautiful baby, I think that's enough makeup you guys.

Bey: *giggles* Alright, y'all heard what Mama said. *smiles*

*Everyone stopped what they were doing and began packing up*

Ms. Tina: *stands behind Bey with both hands on her shoulders* You alright?

Bey: I will be, soon as I get out there.

Ms. Tina: I'm not talking about the show.

Bey: *takes a deep breath* No Mama, you know as good as anybody that I'm not alright. But, I gotta stay strong. I'm Beyonce.

Ms. Tina: Well, you know it's always alright for "Beyoncee" to have a moment. *smiles*

Bey: Mama, I honestly feel that he did nothing wrong. Something is telling me that this girl came on to him.

Ms. Tina: *chuckles* You telling me that? Honey I've been there. sometimes it just comes down to trusting your man over anyone.

Bey: I know Ma.  I don't wanna mess up my make up. *giggles* So stop trying to make me cry. Show starts in 28minutes.

Ms. Tina: *laughs* Ain't you something. I'm gonna go. Okay?

Bey: *smiles* Alright. *hugs her*

As Ms. Tina left the room, Bey noticed that she was holding the door open for someone. She saw a set of timberland boots walking through the door, and she already knew it was Jay. Her mood changed just a little to nervousness.

Jay: *takes a seat next to her in front of the mirror* I wanna talk to you..

Bey: *puts on her lip gloss* Talk.

Jay: *takes a deep breath* I didn't sleep with her.

Bey: Did you kiss her?

Jay: She kissed me. Yes. But everything that she was giving, I didn't want. I tried my best to get her off me.

Bey: You tried your best? meaning you couldn't get a woman 10xs smaller than you off of you?

Jay: Meaning, I didn't sleep with her, and I didn't kiss her back. What she did was wrong. What I allowed her to do was wrong. but she caught me off guard Bey. I swear. She showed up at my hotel room, I don't even know how she got the room number or what made her come. I haven't talked to her since we broke up. She just showed up.

Bey: You have feeling for her?

Jay: No.

Bey: And you didn't want ANYTHING that she was tryna give?

Jay: No Bey.

Bey: Then why didn't you tell me on the phone that she was there?

Jay: I panicked. I mean, that's not something that you tell your wife over the phone. I was gonna tell you she came there and tried something. It wasn't going to be a secret. Trust me.

Bey: Jay, I do trust you..

Jay: I know you do..but I just feel like I'm being interrogated right now. *chuckles*

Bey: That's because I don't trust her. And I don't trust the fact that you can control your penis around her because she's a whore.

Jay: *takes a deep breath* Bey. I promise. I haven't fucked that girl.

Bey: Okay Jay. *stands up*

Jay: Just like that? you gone let it go?

Bey: Just like that..*rolls eyes*

Jay: Can I have a kiss?

Bey: No, but you can get out my dressing room. *giggles and flips hair*

Jay: *chuckles* Okay, I see how it is..*stands up and walks towards the door* Oh, and by the way..J. Cole is on stage before you. *smirks*

Bey: *tries to hold back her smile but it came through* Thanks..

Jay: You're very welcome. *smiles* Have a nice show. You look good baby..

Bey: Thanks Baby.

Jay: I'll be watching..*opens the door*

Bey: *smiles* Jay!

Jay: *turns to her* Yeah?

Bey: You gone make me sleep alone tonight?

Jay: Not if you don't want to. *smirks*

Bey: Come here.

Jay: *walks over to her*

Bey: *grabs his face and tongues him down slowly*

Jay: *pulls her in tight* *breaks the kiss*

Bey: Don't you ever lie to me again.

Jay: *goes back in to kiss her*

Bey: *holds her hand to his lip*

Jay: I promise..

Bey: *smirks* NOW GET OUT!  *laughs*

Jay: *chuckles*

Just then Ty walked in..

Ty: Alright, Alright..break up this love festival that NOBODY HAS TIME FOR..

Jay: In walks the Single and Lonely from Stage left..

Ty: Fuck you and Goodnight! *laughs* *To Bey* You almost ready?

Bey: *leans her head on Jay's chest* Yeah.

Ty: Jay Get OUT! I don't have time for you to be in here messing up Bey's outfit. I didn't bring a spare tonight. *breaks them up* Move. Bye. *laughs*

Bey: *laughs*

Jay: Iight, Iight. I'll see you after the show Bey.

Bey: Okay. *smiles as Jay closes the door behind him*

Ty: *chuckles* So you took him back huh?

Bey: *shakes her head yes*

Ty: PLEASE tell me we are gonna take a trip to ATL to give this bitch a visit.

Bey: You know what..I think that is a good idea..

Ty: We CAN'T tell Jay though..

Bey: I won't. *laughs*

As Bey and Ty left the room and made their way under the stage, she had mixed emotions.

(Bey)
Something in me just needs to see that girl. I wanna sit down with her. Talk to her. Have a one on one. If she thinks she can get away with coming on to my man, she has another thing coming. *takes a deep breath* I gotta get myself together for this show..I can't show my fans what's going on..


Just then, Bey heard some heels running towards her. It was Solo..

Bey: *looks up* Solo? *smiles*

Solo: Hey! *smiles* You okay?

Bey: I'm good. *smiles*

Solo: Dinner after the show?

Bey: *smiles* Dinner after the show.

Solo: See you then! *smiles and walks away*

(Bey)
I guess she's over whatever it is that she was mad at. I don't know what got into her the other night, but I'm glad she is feeling better. I'm nervous. Hell, I'm always nervous..



The dancer took their positions and began their intro, Bey took her position as well..the show was starting...

Bey rose up from under the stage as the crowd screamed..The show went on, and it was amazing..Bey had the best time of her life...

She danced hard, She smiled hard, and she enjoyed her fans!

Jay even came out and surprised her during crazy in love.


















The night was over, and Bey decided to go ahead home and get ready for dinner with Solo. Solo told her that she would pick her up, so she was waiting by the door...



(Bey)
I'm so tired. Jay is suppose to be here by now with the kids..I really want to see my babies before I go anywhere...

Just then, Jay pulled up...

Jay: *gets out the car*

Nanny: *gets out the car*

Jay: Thanks again..*smiles*

Nanny: No problem! *smiles and gives him Shawn Jr.*

Jay: *takes him* Come on Blue. *smiles*

Nanny: Have a good night! *gets in her car and leaves*

Bey stood in the door way as Jay and the kids walked up to the door...

Blue: MOMMMMYYY!!! *runs to her*

Bey: *smiles* Heeyyy *picks her up and kisses her* *looks up at Jay*

Jay: Feels good to be home *smirks and kisses Bey on the cheek*

Bey: Feels good to have you home Babe,

Jay: Imma go put these kids to bed.. You headed out:?

Bey: Yeah, Solo wants to do dinner.

Jay: Dang, no invite? *giggles*

Bey: You should have let the nanny stay, you could have went.

Jay: Well, I didn't want her to hear you screaming..

Bey: What?

Jay: *raises eyebrow*

Bey: *giggles* Nasty..*shakes her head*

Jay: *laughs and makes his way up the steps with Shawn Jr*

Blue: Mommy can I go with you and Auntie Solo?

Bey: Nope, it's getting late. You need to be in bed. *puts her down* Come on..*grabs her hand and walks her up the steps*

Blue: *whines*

Bey: I know. I know. I'm so mean..

Bey helped Blue to bed and met Jay in Shawn Jr.'s room..He was sleep before she even got in there. She and Jay made their way into their room..

Jay: *takes his shirt* You did really good tonight. *kisses her*

Bey: Thanks Baby..So did you. I didn't know what to do when you came out.

Jay: *sits on the bed to take off his jeans* It's was all Frank's idea. He said since it was a come back show, that you should bring me out.

Bey: I hear J. Cole rocked the stage..*sits on top of Jay* All thanks to you..

Jay: Well, I couldn't let my baby go out like that. You gotta have somebody to rough the crowd up before you get out there..

Bey: *raps her arms around his neck* You're so good to me.

Jay: You're good to me..*spanks her* Get up so I can go pee.

Bey: *giggles* *gets up* Solo should be here soon..

Jay: *goes in the bathroom* How long do I have to put it down before she gets here..

Bey: Jay please, we have never been good at quickies. knock it off.

Jay: *chuckles* *closes the door to the bathroom*

As the door closed, Jay's phone lit up on the dresser..Bey glanced down at it, and it was Aaleyah...

Bey: *rolls eyes and answers* Hello.

Aaleyah: *giggles* Lemme guess, Beyonce?

Bey: That's his wife's name.

Aaleyah: Right. Where's Jay.

Bey: Doesn't matter where he is. You need not worry about him.

Aaleyah: I guess you stickin by him even though he screwed my brains out two days ago. He must really have you brainwashed.

Bey: I guess so. *giggles* How does it feel being a side hoe?

Jay: *from the bathroom* Bey, who you talking to?

Aaleyah: Side hoe? *giggles* You must be crazy.

Bey: hmm maybe. you busy tomorrow? Let's meet up.

Aaleyah: For What?

Bey: 6pm? I'll be in ATL. Ms. Robbin's restaurant. Cool?

Aaleyah: *hangs up*

Jay: *comes out the bathroom*

Bey: *deletes Aaleyah's number out of the recent calls* *giggles* Somebody had the wrong number..

Jay: *chuckles* Oh okay..*gets in bed*

Bey's phone rings, it's Solo...

She called to say she was outside. Bey kissed Jay and made her way to the restaurant with Solo. On the way there,  after ordering their food and drinks, she filled Solo in on the last couple days..And the last couple minutes...

Solo: She was out of pocket.

Bey: Exactly. So I'm going to meet her tomorrow.

Solo: DAMN! Can you do it on a day that I DON'T have a photo shoot?

Bey: *giggles* You will be okay..

Just then, Ty walked in..

Bey: Ty?

Ty: *sits down* I just KNOW y'all didn't think y'all were gonna have a family dinner without me. Tried it.

Bey: *rolls eyes*

Solo: Ty, How did you know he was here?

Bey: Girl, Ty checks blogs and websites faithfully to see where we are..*shakes her head*

Ty: Big Brother is always watching. *smirks* You mad?

Solo: *rolls eyes*

Ty: I'll take that as a yes.

Ty, Bey and Solo enjoyed some drinks and a good meal. After doing so, They all made their way home. Before making it there, Solo had to stop and get some gas at a local gas station.

Bey: Solo, hurry up..because my phone is dead. Jay could be calling me and I wouldn't even know.

Solo: Girl, he is grown. *opens the door and starts to get out* There is a car charger somewhere in this car..

Bey: I'll look for it..

Solo: *gets out*

Bey looks around the front of the car first but doesn't find anything. She searched the glove department and found some papers..

Bey: *reads them* Abortion?

Solo: *comes out of the store and pumps gas*

Bey quickly hid the papers as Solo pumped the gas..

Solo: *gets back in the car*

Bey: You were pregnant...Weren't you?

Solo: *looks at Bey*

TBH...


What do you guys think is gonna happen next! PLEASE COMMENT! IT HELPS ME WRITE!

-Nisha

"Confused Terms For The Lost"

Hey Guys, long awaited post I know. I'm sorry but my sophmore year in college plus two jobs is taken a little bit, scratch that. A lot of my time. lol I update when I can, I tried to make it long.

Love y'all,
Nish

Bey, Solo and Ty all celebrated Kelly together...Bey called Mama Tina and told her the news...As Bey was on the phone, she noticed Solange go back upstairs...she wrapped up her conversation with her mom and made her way up the steps...

Bey: *knocks on the bathroom door* Solo..

Solo: *doesn't answer her*

Bey: SOLO..*knock on the door*

Bey: *opens the door*

Solo was on the floor in the bathroom throwing up into the toilet..

Bey: goodness, you must have ate something bad..*grabs towel for Solo to wipe her mouth*

Solo: I don't know what it is..

Bey: *takes a deep breath* *hands Solo the towel* *stands up and goes in the cabinet in the bathroom* Take this...*hands object to her*

Solo: *takes it from Bey* What kinda medicine is th- Bey this is a pregnancy test..

Bey: I know what it is...take it..

Solo: Bey, I am not taking this stupid pregnancy test. *laughs*

Bey: Solo-

Solo: Bey. NO. I'm not pregnant. Trust me, my period came last week. *rolls eyes and gets up off the floor*

Ty: *bust in the bathroom* You better not be pregnant. If you are, it's me and you.

Bey: Ty?

Ty: *crosses arms and looks at Bey* Hmm?

Bey: *points her finger to the door*

Ty: *rolls eyes and leaves*

Bey: *closes door behind him* Take it..*gives it back to her* Just to be sure..

Solo: *takes a deep breath* Okay Bey. Dang. Get out so I can pee on it.

Bey: *giggles and leaves*

Bey opened the door and the castle that Angie and Ty built with their bodies to listen to Bey and Solo fell to the ground.

Bey: *laughs* Just shameful! Why are y'all so nosey?

Ty: Oh shut up Bey! I was just trying to get Angie from the door. She was the one being nosey. *chuckles* Shame on you Angie *side eyes her*

Angie: *laughs* *punches him in the arm*

Bey: *shakes her head and walks away from them*

Ty: *whispers* Bey.

Bey: *turns around* hmm?

Ty: *whispers* Do you really think she's pregnant?

Bey: *shrugs* I don't know..*goes down the steps*

Ty and Angie followed her.

As they were coming down the steps, Jay walked in with bags.

Ty: Ahhhh HE GOT GIFTS! *smiles really big*

Jay: *mocks him* Ahhhh *his voice* why you up my steps? -_-

Ty: *giggles* Nigga what you get me? *comes down the steps*

Jay: NOTHING. *puts the bags down*

Bey: Hey Baby..*smiles and comes to the bottom of the steps to meet Jay*

Jay: Hey..*kisses her softly*

Bey: mm Gimme one more..

Jay: *kisses her*

Angie: Hey Jay! *smiles*

Jay: Hey Ang..*smiles* *focuses back on Bey* I got some stuff for the baby..Where is he?

Bey: He's in his room..He fell asleep..

Jay: Where's Blue?

Bey: Same. *smiles*

Jay: *looks at the top of the steps and sees Solange coming down* oh no, Satan.

Solange: Don't fuck with me tonight nigga. I will burn your ass and feed your ashes to your fans.

Ty: Damn Solo. *chuckles*

Bey: How did it go up there?

Jay: How did what go?

Solange: *gives the test to Bey*

Bey: *looks down and reads it*

Jay:  *looks over Bey's shoulder* Wait. You pregnant?

Ty: Bey! What does it say?

Bey: She's not pregnant. *smiles*

Ty: Thank GOD I can't take another Juelz. Great.

Angie: Awwwwww why am I sad?

Jay: Jesus. What the hell did I miss? I only went to the studio for about two hours.

Angie: *smiles* Congrats Cousin on not being pregnant! How do you feel?

Solo: happy.. I do not need another baby*walks through all of them and goes to the living room to get her bag*

Ty: You mean you don't need another baby by Danielle..*chuckles*

Angie: *follows her* Where you going Solo?

Solo: I'm gonna go..*leaves*

Ty: Um. What the hell just happened?

Bey: I was gonna ask you guys that. *laughs* maybe she wanted to be pregnant.

Ty: I can't with y'all Knowles bitches. *laughs* Too confusing for me.

Just then..Bey's phone rang..it was Mathew..

Bey: Hey Dad,

Ty: DAD?

Angie: *covers Ty's mouth* Would you shut up?

Bey: I'm good. *pauses* yeah. *pauses* Well, I'll have Shawn Jr. Blue has a play date tomorrow. mhmm...mhmm..okay. no problem. bye. *hangs up*

Ty: *takes Angie's hand off his mouth* What did Joe Jackson want?

Bey: He wants to do lunch tomorrow..

Jay: That's weird.

Bey: I mean, yeah and no. We used to do it all the time before him and mom split. Guess he's trying to bring it back.

Ty: Well he can give up, cause we ain't checking for him. *grabs jacket* I'll see y'all tomorrow at rehearsals. BEYONCE. ON TIME!

Bey: I will be on time. *giggles*

Ty: Yeah. Sure. Okay.

Angie: I'm gonna go too Bey. I'll see you tomorrow..

Bey: Okay. *smiles* Love you guys*

Ty: Love you too. Bye Jigga.

Jay: Yeah whatever. Bye Angie. *chuckles*

Ty: You know what?

Jay: Nah, I don't. Get out.

Ty: *giggles* Imma let that slide. *leaves*

Angie: *leaves*

Bey: *goes in the living room and sits on the couch*

Jay: So are you gonna fill me in on what the hell is going on around here? *sits next to her*

Bey: *takes a deep breath and moves closer to Jay* Welp, the night was going good. Kelly surprised us. She's a judge on that new show in the UK called XFactor.

Jay: The talent show?

Bey: Yeah. *giggles*

Jay: But she-

Bey: Jay don't. *laughs*

Jay: Okay, I'll leave it unsaid. *chuckles*

Bey: Then, Solange seemed sick. I watched her go upstairs. She took forever coming down. I went up to check on her and gave her a pregnancy test.

Jay: *shakes his head* And she's not pregnant.

Bey: Yeah. Well that's what the test said.

Jay: But she isn't happy about it.

Bey: No. i don't think so. She seemed upset.

Jay: Do you have any idea why?

Bey: I usually do, but this time. I don't know. I'd have to talk to her.

Jay: *gets up* your family got some major issues. *laughs*

Bey: *shakes her head* *stands up* *chuckles* Wait a minute. My family? this is your family too babe.

Jay: *chuckles* I didn't think you would catch on.

Jay: *starts walking towards the steps* What does your Dad want?

Bey: I don't know, but this dinner seems fishy. I hope he doesn't have any more secrets to reveal.

Jay: Maybe he just wants to catch up. *starts walking up the steps*

Bey: *chuckles and follows him* Or maybe he just doesn't.

Jay: Be positive. *chuckles and walks into their bedroom* He might.

Bey: *follows him* Or might not. *sits on the bed*

Jay: Give him a chance..*leans in and kisses her*

Bey tongued Jay down gently... His kisses had a way of making everything be forgotten..She leaned back causing Jay to get on top of her..

Jay: *breaks the kiss* Don't worry yourself so much..

Bey: I try babe. but-

Jay: What did I say?

Bey: You said *mumbles* Don't worry yourself so much..*looks away*

Jay: I can't hear you..*chuckles*

Bey: *giggles* You said don't worry so much. I heard you Jay. Dang.

Jay: *kisses her and gets up* Good. *strips and puts on his night clothes*

Bey and Jay went to sleep and had a good nights rest. The kids didn't wake up at all through the night.

(The Next Day w/ Kelly)

(Kelly)



Last night was amazing. Luke is probably one of the sweetest guys I have ever met. I have to admit I'm having some trouble trusting him. Hell, I have trouble trusting myself sometimes. After all that I have been through this year, it's gonna take some time. I don't want to rush things though. He is just so pure, and sweet and nice. I just hope that it's real. Chris was pure. Chris was sweet. And he was damn sure nice. I gotta call Bey. I know she's probably working hard on that show she has coming up.

(Meanwhile w/ Bey)

Bey: *driving to meet her father at lunch on the phone* What do you mean the opening act canceled? I can't take this right now. Y'all are gonna have to find somebody. When you find somebody let me know. I can't keep knowing everything. Figure it out. when you figure it out, call me. *hangs up* *looks back at Shawn Jr. to make sure he's still sleep*

(Bey)
The opening act that was suppose to open up for me this coming weekend passed up the offer due to an emergency with the group. I'm pissed. This is all I need. Where the hell am I gonna find someone that fast. *calls Jay*

(Phone Convo)

Jay: Yes Bey..

Bey: You in the officce?

Jay: I am. What's wrong?

Bey: You busy?

Jay: *chuckles* What's wrong?

Bey: The opening act for this weekend canceled.. I need help finding someone by friday.

Jay: Bey, that's almost impossible. It's Wednesday. You gotta have contracts, statements, account numbers-

Bey: Jay, I know. But- *takes a deep breath* What about Rihanna?

Jay: I'm looking at her calendar now. She's booked this whole month.

Bey: Rita?

Jay: *looks* Booked babe.

Bey: ugghh. J.Cole?

Jay: *looks* He's in Atlanta this weekend.

Bey: Bridget?

Jay: *chuckles* I'm sorry babe, I already have her booked for studio time with a lot of important producers. She can't miss that.

Bey: *screams* What am I gonna do?

Jay: *chuckles* I don't know.

Bey: How about you?

Jay: When have I ever "opened up" for you? No.

Bey: Jaaayy. *pouts*

Jay: If you absolutely can't find anyone. I will think about it. but make it your last option.

Bey: *takes a deep breath* Okay..Well, I'm pulling up to meet my Dad now. Blue is at the neighbor's with her friend.

Jay: Okay. I love you.

Bey: I love you too. *smiles and hangs up*

Bey made her way into the restaurant with Shawn Jr. all bundled up..



(Bey)
I don't even know why I'm here. But you know what? I really hope it's for a good reason. With the mood I'm in, he doesn't want to fuck with me.

Julius opened the door for her and she went in.

Bey: Matthew Knowles.

Hostess: Yes. right this way.

Bey followed the hostess and began to uncover Shawn Jr. He was waking up. She saw her father in the distance and took a seat across from him.

Mathew: How are you? *smiles*

Bey: I'm good Dad. how are you? *smiles*

Mathew: Happy. He's getting big. *chuckles*

Bey: Yep. he's 4 months tomorrow...

Mathew: Wow. It's been 4 months huh?

Bey: Yeah. *smiles and adjust him on her chest*

Mathew: Can I hold him?

Bey: *pauses for a second* yeah. *smiles*

Bey gave Shawn Jr. to her father and it almost felt foreign. It was almost like she was passing her baby to a stranger. She didn't get this feeling with her mother. or anyone else.

Bey: Dad, what's this about?

Mathew: I just want to talk to you. I mean, we haven't had time to really touch bases on everything. I just wanna know what's on your mind.

Bey: You really want to know?

Mathew: I do.

Bey: *takes a deep breath* I'm angry Dad.

Mathew: Angry?

*waitress brings the drinks back*

Mathew: Thank you.*smiles* *to Bey* I ordered you a water with cucumber. you still drink that?

Bey: No. *looks at waitress* Could you bring me back just a plain water?

Waitress: Sure *smiles and goes to get it*

Mathew: Why are you angry Beyonce?

Bey: Dad, Everything was so perfect. I honestly feel like you messed it up.

Mathew: Now Beyonce, don't go blaming this all on me.

Bey: Well, who else should I blame Dad? Mama?

Mathew: I-

Bey: You left her. Cheated on her. Broke her self-esteem. When you left her, you left all of us. You didn't even keep in contact.

Matthew: Beyonce, I tried my best.

Bey: Yeah, coming from a Dad who doesn't even know what kind of drinks his own daughter keeps in her cup. you don't even know What's going on this weekend. Do you?

Matthew: Bey I-

Bey: Do you?

Matthew: Bey, I have no reason to know where you are at all times. I'm no longer your manager. Granite, I fucked up. But I mean shit Beyonce, when your mother cut me off, so did you and your sister.

Bey: *yells* AND JUST WHAT THE FUCK DID YOU THINK WE WERE SUPPOSE TO DO? BEY HAPPY?

Matthew: Bey, calm down..

Bey: Gimme my baby..*takes a deep breath*

Matthew: Beyonce-

Bey: *slams hand on the table* GIVE ME MY BABY!

Matthew: *gives Shawn Jr. to her who is now crying*

Bey: *takes him and gets up* You can pay for the water right? or are you struggling these days? *rolls eyes and leaves*

Julius was waiting for Beyonce at the door and escorted her back out to her car..He could tell she was upset.

Bey: Take me to Jay's office so I can drop off Shawn Jr.

Julius: Okay Bey. *pulls off*

Bey got to Jay's office and put on the best smile she could as she walked in. Deep down inside, she was pissed. She walked pass Jay's assistant who had her back turned anyway. She walked into Jay's office without knocking. Jay was sitting at his desk. when the sound of his door slamming caught his attention.

Bey: *pissed off face*

Jay: What's wrong? *stands up and walks over to her slowly*

Bey: WHY does he piss me off so much? He doesn't even have to try hard.

Jay: *takes Shawn Jr. from Bey and kisses him* What did he want?

Bey: Some shit about wanting to know where my mind is. Well, I sure told him.

Jay: *shakes his head* Did he have anymore secrets?

Bey: If he did, I didn't let him get it out. ugghh I'm too annoyed right now. *flops down in Jay's desk chair*

Jay: Bey, you can't worry yourself so much about him.

Bey: I mean, I don't understand why he wants to know my thoughts. I'm not the one that shows that I'm upset. Solange does. Why does he wanna bring it out of me.

Jay: Bey he's your father. Maybe he feels that he has to get it out.

Bey: *rolls eyes*

Jay: *takes a deep breath and adjusts Shawn Jr. on his chest* All I'm saying is that he is your Dad and he probably knows that something is bothering you.

Bey: Well, I don't need him trying to figure it out. It's bad enough that my momma took him back after all he's done.

Jay: If your mom forgave him, why can't you?

Bey: Jay, just drop it okay? I like it better when you are on my side..

Jay: *shakes his head in agreement and sits on the couch and plays with Shawn Jr.* As your husband, I have to tell you the truth..

Just then, Jay's assistant walked in..

Assistant: I'm sorry to bother you Jay but I- *sees Bey* Oh, Hey Beyonce! *smiles* I didn't even know you were here.

Bey: *smiles* I kinda just slipped in..*chuckles*

Jay: *shakes his head* Um, what was it you needed?

Assistant: J. Cole needs to speak with you about something. He's on line one.

Jay: *stands up and walks over to his desk* *looks at Bey who is sitting in his office chair* You mind?

Bey: I do. *chuckles and reaches her arms out to take Shawn Jr.*

Jay gave Bey the baby and reached over her to answer J. Cole.

Jay:  *on the phone* Aye, why didn't you call my cell phone? *pauses* Yeah but he was suppose to give you that when you got there. He didn't? *pauses* Do I have to do everything my damn self? Iight. *hangs up* I gotta go.

Bey: Go where? Atlanta?

Jay: *shakes his head yes*

Bey: For What?

Jay: Something with the contract. *grabs emergency bag of clothes out of his office closet*

Bey: But who is gonna watch Shawn while I'm at rehearsal? I hate to have him with the Nanny again. He was just with her.

Jay: I guess I'll just take him with me..*grabs some papers* You gone walk out with me?

Bey: *giggles* *stands up* I wish you moved this quick for me..

Jay: *chuckles* Shut up..*pulls out his cell phone and calls for the jet*

Bey and Jay made their way outside and went their separate ways...Bey went to the rehearsal a little early..Nobody was their yet. She went into the bathroom, changed her clothes and took out her ponytail.

                                                                                                   


(Bey)
Maybe Jay's right. I mean, maybe I should just forgive him. Nobody understands. It wasn't only my mother who was embarrassed but It's embarrassing to the entire family when the whole world knows that your father fucked up. We used to be such a happy family..I just feel that this could have all been avoided if Dad didn't fuck everything over..I remember like it was yesterday the day that Jay met My Dad. probably one of the funniest days of my life. Solo was so young..Jay was so nervous. He had so much respect for my Dad.






(FLASHBACK)

Inside of Bey's old home in Texas:

Solo: Bey's bringing her rapper friend home Momma?

MT: Yeah, but don't tell your father. I'd rather surprise him.

Solo: I hope Bey advised him to wear some presentable clothes. you know how Dad can be.

MT: I think the world is skeptical about why your sister is interested in that man..*giggles* She loves her some Jay-Z, calls me everyday about him..

Solo: Me too. *laughs* I just hope he never hurts her.

Mathew: Hope who never hurts who?

MT: Nobody Matthew..*laughs*

Mathew: Solange don't forget you start filming soon for that movie. Have you been looking over your lines?

MT: yeah. I've been going over them with her.

Solo: I got this Dad!

(Meanwhile Outside)

Bey: You nervous? *giggles*

Jay: *serious face* Too nervous..

Bey: aww babe, don't be *rubs his shoulders*

Jay: *looks around* Stop Girl..*chuckles* You're dad might see..*pulls away from her slickly*

Bey: *giggles* Well alright then..*laughs* Jay he knows you exist. The media already knows we exist.

Jay: I know, but I just-

Bey: Just relax..*kisses him* okay?

Jay: *shakes his head yes* *pauses for a second* You think I could have maybe wore something else?

Bey: Jay, you look fine..*laughs*

Bey knocked on the door and they stood and waited for someone to open the door..

Jay: You don't have a key?

Bey: I left it in New York. *chuckles*

Jay: Bey You-

Just then the door opened, it was Solo..

Solo: BEYYY!!!! *hugs her* PLEASE convince Mama to let me come stay with you. pleaaseee *squeezes Bey tight*

Bey: *giggles* Soloo let me gooo, *giggles* You know there is not enough room in me and Kelly's apartment for you. Maybe when I move into my big house..

Solo: *takes a deep breath*

Bey: Can we come in?

Solo: He can, you can't.

Bey: *giggles* Why can't I come in?

Solo: Becausssee you won't let me move with you..*whines*

Bey: *giggles*

Jay: Bey, you should probably invest in something bigger for little Ms. Solange over here..*smiles*

Solo: I like him already! *smiles*

MT: *walks up behind Solo* What are y'all doing outside? *giggles* Get in here. move Solo.

Solo: *gets pushed out the way*

*END OF FLASHBACK*

Bey's thoughts were interrupted by a door slamming. It was Ty.

Ty: Ahhh You're on TIME! *struts in* Um Excuse me? but I have a question for you..

Bey: *stretching* Hi Ty, How are you? I'm good. yeah, my morning went great. *smiles*

Ty: Don't give me that sarcastic shit Beyonce. What was that fur shit you had on earlier with out my permission?

Bey: *giggles* How do you know what I had on?

Ty: Beyonce, I check blogs faithfully on you every morning..you thought you were slick coming in here changing your clothes. Caught you bitch. *giggles*

Bey: I thought it was cute.. *giggles*

Ty: *shakes her head* You wanna go with us tonight?

Bey: Who is US?

Ty: Me, Angie, Solange and a few other people..

Bey: You talked to Solange?

Ty: Not quite yet, but  i plan to make her go. *smiles*

The band and dancers began to make their way in..

Bey: ALRIGHT! HOPE Y'ALL CAME TO WORK. *smiles*

Ashley: You know we did boss lady...*giggles*

Frank: Good Answer Ash! Band, y'all go ahead and get set up. I NEED EVERYBODY READY IN 10mins.

Ty: Bey where is the baby?

Bey: which one? Shawn Jr. or Shawn Sr.?  *giggles*

Ty: Nevermind. *chuckles*

Bey: They are together. *giggles*

Ty: oh. *giggles*

Angie walked in with Danielle..

Ty: I did NOT know today was bring your child to work day.

Angie: Ty would you shut up? She's leaving soon, Kanye is picking her up from here.

Danielle: Hi Uncwel Ty! *waves*

Ty: Hi Lucifer! *chuckles*

Bey: *laughs*

The rehearsal began..

(Meanwhile w/ Jay)

(Jay)
I'm more than pissed off about the fact that I'm all the way the hell down here in the ATL for a gotdamn contract that was discussed months ago. But, I guess I can use this as a time to be with my son. alone. without his hogging ass mother. *chuckles to himself.* I usually don't do business with my kids around, but I mean hey, I'm a Dad now. They can either take this Jay-Z or leave him.. I see J. Cole in the distance, he doesn't look to happy.













Jay and J. Cole sit in the hotel lobby surrounded by body guards.

J.Cole: *waves them off* Can y'all go over there or something?

The body guards scattered...

Jay: *uncovers Shawn Jr.* What's going on?

J.Cole: *takes a deep breath* They fucking with my money. If there is one thing that you taught me, it was not to let these niggas fuck with my money Jay.

Jay: I hear you. Let me find out who I can speak to about everything, and we will get everything straightened out. If not, there will be no show. *shrugs*

J. Cole: Iight. Cool. *gets up* He's starting to look like Bey..*chuckles*

Jay: Aye man, no credit?

J.Cole: Nah, nigga he looks like his fine ass mother..*laughs*

Jay: Don't get hurt nigga..*chuckles* *stands up* Imma get a room. I'll text you with the number when I get it. *To the bodyguard* Aye, Can you get my back out of the car and bring it in?

Bodyguard: iight boss. no problem.

*Meanwhile w/ Bey*

Bey: I don't wanna have to keep going over the same steps with y'all. We have been doing the same steps for the past month or so and y'all forgot it that fast? Again. 1,2, 3..*dances*

*Everyone dances with her*

Bey: GOOD. Alright. Let's rap it up. From the beginning! 1, 2, 3.

Ty: *whispers* Angie!

Angie: *turns around* huh?

Ty: Kelly texted me her new address..

Angie: Did she?

Ty: Yeah, I just gotta figure out how we are gonna surprise Bey.

Angie: Surprise her with what?

Ty: Well you know, Bey's birthday is coming up soon, so I was thinking maybe we could go to the UK to celebrate..*smiles*

Angie: Solo too?

Ty: Yes.

Angie: Mama Tina too?

Ty: duh.

Angie: Can Danielle come?

Ty: you pushin it. *laughs*

Angie: Comeee onnn there is no way I'm going to the UK and leaving my baby in the United States.

Ty: *takes a deep breath* Okay, but you and Bey gone have to get a nanny or something because. I ain't got no kids. *giggles*

Angie: Alright, Alright. *giggles*

Bey: Alright LADIES! That's a wrap, I'll see you guys in a few days! *wipes face with a towel*

Everyone cheers..

Bey: *walks over to them* What y'all talking about?

Angie: Well,-

Ty: *pushes her* Nothing..*laughs*

Bey: mhmm y'all up to something..*walks away*

(Meanwhile W/ Jay)

(Jay)
I'm in the room that I got, it's pretty nice. Shawn Jr. is sleeping on the bed, so I decided to get some work done. Life is always throwing some shit at me. I hope J. Cole isn't too upset about this shit. This is business. Shit happens. *hears knock at the door*

Jay: *gets up and opens it* Hey, what are you doing here?

Aaleyah: I need to talk to you..

Jay: How did you know I was here? *confused*

Aaleyah: Jay, I live here in ATL now. You know as soon as you touch down anywhere, you are all over the Internet. *smirks* You gone let me in?

Jay: *takes a deep breath* Come in..

Aaleyah: *comes in*

Jay: Did anybody see you come in here?

Aaleyah: I don't think so..

Jay: *sits down on the couch*

Aaleyah: *sits on the couch*

Jay: So what is it?

Aaleyah: Well, first I wanna say. Congrats on the new baby..

Jay: Thanks..

Aaleyah: *looks at him* He's cute. *smiles*

Jay: *smiles*

Aaleyah: Just like his Daddy..

Jay: *takes a deep breath* look, what did you come here for?

Aaleyah: *smiles* I just wanted to talk to you..*scoots closer*

Jay: About what?

Aaleyah: Anything..*rubs his leg*

Jay: Look, I can't...*moves her hand*

Aaleyah: Come on Jay, *gets on top of him* You don't miss me? *kisses his neck*

Jay: *licks his lips* Nah, *pushes her off* I can't do this to Bey.

Aaleyah: What Bey doesn't know, won't kill her..*smirks* *gets back on top of him slowly* *takes off her shirt* It can be our little secret..*kisses his neck again*

Jay's manhood was at full attention as Aaleyah placed sweet kisses on his neck..He resisted at first, but after while, Aaleyah took over and Jay had no control..She began moving her hips in a circular motion allowing herself to make Jay harder then a rock. She knew just what it took to get Jay to that point..She slid off of Jay slowly and got on her knees. She was unzippering his pants when his phone lit up..it was Bey..Jay pushed Aaleyah off and answered the phone..

Jay: *breathing heavy* Hello..

Bey: *giggles* Hey Baby, what they got you running miles in ATL? *laughs* You're out of breath.

Jay: *Stutters* Um- Nah. *fake laugh* I um..I just came from a meeting..It's hard as fuck to um- carry Shawn Jr. around and stuff..

Bey: I can imagine. What hotel are you in?

Jay: Um..*zips his pants up* The one on Madison street that we always go to..

Bey: Oh *smiles* You sure you okay?

Bey could hear the nervousness in Jay's voice..

Jay: Yeah, I'm good Bey.

Bey: Okaay, will you be home tonight?

Jay: Um, I'm thinking tomorrow..

Aaleyah began to take the rest of her clothes off...Jay couldn't help but look..

Bey: Alright, well call me tonight when you settle in..

Jay: Okay.

Bey: I love you.

Jay: I love you too.

Bey: Okay. *hangs up*

Jay: *licks his lips in anger* Listen, I can't do this..

Aaleyah: *stands in between his legs* But you have done this before..

Jay: I'm sorry, I can't. I just can't do this to Bey..

Aaleyah: *sucks teeth* Right..*starts putting her clothes back on*

Jay: *takes a deep breath and shakes his head*

(Jay)
I feel like shit, I can't believe I even let it go this far. I feel..I don't know how I feel.

Aaleyah: Too bad wifey can control you from home..*smirks*  *flips her hair and puts on her shoes* *leans over to Jay* *whispers in his ear* I would have rocked your world. *kisses his ear*

Jay: *bites his lip to resist temptation*

Aaleyah: *gets up and opens the door* You have a good evening..You have my number if you need it..*leaves*

Jay took some deep breaths and glanced over at Shawn Jr. who was sleeping quietly...He had an immediate form of guilt that emerged in his heart..He immediately got up and made his way to the shower so that he could wash off the scent of Aaleyah's sweet smelling perfume..Jay's shower was long..When he got out, he wiped himself down with his towel. As he got dressed he realized that something was missing... Shawn Jr..

Jay: SHAWN! *looks around* *checks the other side of the bed* SHAWN! *looks in the mini living room and kitchen* SHAWN JR. *opens the door* There was no sign of Shawn Jr. anywhere. Jay immediately went to panic mode and threw on his clothes. He dialed 911.

Emergency Agent: 911 what's your emergency?

Jay: *yelling* Calling to report a missing child..

TBC..

"Surprise!"

I'm sooooo sorry guys about not updating..I am back in college and my papers were more important. I love you guys and I hope you all can forgive me..Comment and let me know what you thought...



"I'll update you when I can...thanks for everything..Love Kelly"

Bey: JAY! *runs down the steps*

Jay: *turns off stove* What's wrong? *comes out the kitchen and meets Bey at the bottom of the steps*

Bey: She's gone..

Jay: What?

Bey: Kelly is gone..*tear runs down her face* *gives Jay the note* She left that...

Jay: *read it* damn..

Bey: You think she's gonna be okay?

Jay: Babe, She's grown..you just have to let her find her own way...stop trying to be superman all the time...

Bey: *holds on tight to Shawn Jr.* I'm gonna call her..*tries to go into the living room*

Jay: *stops her* Bey..that's not the answer...Let her be a grown woman..

Bey: *takes a deep breath* Jay what if she does something crazy...can you at least check outside to see if her car is there?

Jay: I'll check to see if her car is in the garage....*opens the front door and heads out*

While Jay was in the drive way, he saw no signs of Kelly's car..He checked the mail and there was tones of it so he looked through it...He came across Kelly's results..

Jay: *comes back in* Babe, Kelly's results are here..

Bey: Open it..*holds tight to Shawn Jr.*

Jay: *opens it* *reads*

Bey: What does it say?

Jay: *reads* Negative of course. But it encourages her to come back in three months to double check.

Bey:*holds on tight to Shawn Jr.* *takes a deep breath* What if she does something crazy?

Jay:Well babe this doesn't exactly look like a suicide letter. *holds up Kelly's letter* She said she will update you when she can..

Bey: *takes a deep breath* I guess you're right.

Bey went and sat on the couch as Jay finished breakfast..he brought her plate in the living room to her and they ate together..Blue came downstairs and Jay set her up with her breakfast too..after everyone finished they got dressed and sat in the living room for a bit..

Jay: Let's get outta here..

Bey: And go where Jay? *giggles*

Jay: I don't know. Somewhere.

Bey: You don't have anything to do at the studio or in the office today?

Jay: *scoots closer* I can do you in the studio or in the office today..*chuckles*

Bey: *giggles and adjust Shawn Jr. On her chest* Stop it. *looks over at Blue who's coloring*

Jay: *chuckles* I just wanna get outta here.

Bey: Okay..well until you find something, I'll be sitting right here. *giggles*

Jay: *chuckles* I'll be back..*goes upstairs*

A few minutes went by and Bey heard Jay yell out to her..

Jay: FIND A BABYSITTER!

(Bey)
Jay's got something up his sleeve. He is a mess. Let me call my sister..

Jay: AND DON'T CALL SOLO...

(Bey)
Ok. She must be going..I'll call Mama *grabs phone*

(Phone Convo)

MamaT: Well, Hello Beyonce.

Bey: Hi Mom. How are you? *giggles*

MamaT: I'm good, I miss my daughters and my grand babies.. but it seems that nobody Misses grandma..

Bey: aww mama you know we miss you..I can bring your grand kids by the house today...

MamaT: & they are staying the night. Call your sister and have her do the same. Hell and Angie too.. y'all know I get lonely in this big old house.

Bey: okay..I'll call them. & I'll be there soon..

Bey hung up with her mother and made her way up the steps as the phone dialed Solo's number..

Jay was in the room on his laptop. Bey put Shawn Jr. On the bed next to Jay.

(Phone Convo)

Bey: dang could you have taken any longer to answer the phone? *laughs*

Solo: listen heffa I have a life. You bettah be lucky I answered. What you want? *laughs*

Bey: *rolls eyes* Mama told me to tell you that she wants you to drop off Julez today.

Solo: What time?

Bey: She didn't say.

Solo: Alright well he is ready I'm dropping him off now before she changes her mind. *giggles*

Bey: *laughs* Why are you always so quick to get rid of him? *giggles*

Solo: Um, I'm sorry have you met Julez?

Bey: Alright, you have a point. *giggles* I'll see you over there..

Bey hung up with Solo and called Angie but she didn't answer..

Jay: So, who's watching the kids?

Bey: *sits on the edge of the bed* I didn't even get to ask Mama before she begged for them to come over..*laughs*

Jay: She such a good Grandma. *chuckles and picks up Shawn Jr.*

Bey: So where are we going?

Jay: Somewhere In America..*chuckles*

Bey: *giggles* Jay how am I suppose to dress appropriate if I don't know where I'm going?

Jay: Just get dressed..don't over think it.

Bey threw a number together that would kinda be appropriate for anything..Jay finished getting dressed and started helping to pack Shawn's diaper bag. She began packing the kid's over night bag. As she was packing, Angie called.

(Phone Convo)

Bey: Hello

Angie: Hey, you called me?

Bey: yeah..Your Aunt wants you to bring Danielle over. The kids are all going over there.

Angie: Is she gone be able to handle all those kids?

Bey: *giggles* You know my mama.

Angie: iight, I guess I'll drop Danielle off in a few  then..

Bey: okay.

Bey hung up with Angie and made her way to the front door with the bag she just packed. They all got in the car and traveled to Mama Tina's house. When they got there, Solo's car was already in the drive way..

Bey: *walks in the kitchen where Solo and Mama Tina are with Jay behind her holding Shawn Jr.*

Blue followed behind them..

Solo: Oh, y'all don't knock?

Jay: Oh, you don't shut up?

Solo: Don't start with me today Jay. *side eyes him*

Jay: You started it. *rolls eyes* *To Mama Tina* How you been Miss Tina?

MamaT: *walks over to him* I've been fine. *takes Shawn Jr.* ohhhh look how big grandma's baby has got. *kisses him* *looks down* & how are you miss Blue Blue?

Blue: I'm is good Gwandma *smiles really big*

Solo: So what y'all doing today?

Bey: I don't know, Jay-Z *points to Jay* over here won't tell me where we are going..*giggles*

Jay: *to Solo* You wanna come pain in the ass?

Solo: awww of course, you sarcastic little shit..*smiles*  I'll tag along to be a thorn in your flesh. *smiles sarcastically*

Mama Tina: Y'all betta watch y'all mouths around my babies..*adjust baby Shawn on her shoulder* 

Angie: *walks in with Danielle on her hip* Hey everybody *smiles*

Bey: Daniiiiiiiiii!!! *smiles and takes her from Angie*

Angie: *takes a deep breath* Aunt Tina this morning she got into the powder and got it EVERYWHERE.

MamaT: *laughs*

Solo: Just bad. *shakes her head*

Angie: Don't try it. *side eyes her*

Danielle: *cries*

Bey: Oop..*gives her back to Angie*

MamaT: She's at that age. *laughs*

Angie: Well I can't wait til she stops..and gets some sense..

Ty: *walks in* And just where in the hell is she suppose to get sense from Angie? You or Kanye? *chuckles*

Solo: Shade..

Ty: Glad somebody in here knows my middle name..*grabs an apple off the table* Heyy Mrs. Tina..

MamaT: Hey Ty..*laughs to herself* What are you doing here? You don't have no kids to drop off..

Ty: Angie invited me over..

Angie: I had to go get him, I hate being in my house by myself..

Solo: Y'all can go with us..*smiles*

Jay: Go with who?

Solo: US.

Jay: Where WE going?

Solo: Jay's taking US *points to Bey and herself* Somewhere but he won't tell us..

Angie: Oh, I'm always down for surprises..what time do I have to be ready?

Solo: NOW. *giggles*

Angie: What? *giggles* I'm not even dressed..lol

Jay: Welp, I guess you and Ty can't go..*chuckles*

Bey: Jay..*side eyes him* *chuckles*

Jay: I'm just playing...How long is it gonna take you to get dressed?

Bey: We can follow her to her house and wait outside..

Solo: *gets up* Well, let's get this show on the road before mama tries to give these kids back..*laughs* *walks quickly out the kitchen* 

Bey: I heard you on that one..BYE MAMA! *follows Solange quickly*

Jay: *kisses Blue on the cheek* Iight Mrs. Tina *plays with baby Shawn's finger*

MamaT: Alright, have fun...

Angie: *puts Danielle down* Be good for Aunt Tina okay?

Danielle: *holds on tight to the bear she brought with her* *shakes her head yes* 

Angie: *kisses her cheek* Go head..*pushes her softly towards Mama Tina*

Danielle: *starts crying*

Angie: *starts to pick her up*

MamaT: Nope..Don't..I got her..get out..

Ty: Bye Mrs. Tina..*grabs Angie's shoulders and escorts her out the kitchen*

Mama Tina catered to Danielle and stopped her from crying shortly after Angie left the room...Ty was the last to come outside...

Bey: *from the car* We will meet you at your house Ang..

Angie: Okay..*gets in her car*

(Meanwhile W/ Kelly)

(Kelly)

I Checked into the hotel last night in the UK...Tired..Frustrated. My phone has been ringing non stop since I left..so I let it die. I just wanna start all over again..Maybe if I just stay in this room and never come out, then nobody will notice...who am I kidding? Everybody would notice..plus I already told them yes for this tv show position..I really hope that this is gonna be okay...I need a fresh start..I guess I better put my phone on the charger now...I know Beyonce Giselle Knowles has been calling..sheesh that woman swears she's my mother..*giggles* Things are gonna get better I know it...Woke up this morning and called the doctor..she says I'm clear...I guess that's good..Maybe I can't get happy because I feel like I should still be sad...I mean I lost my baby and had the possibility of having HIV...that's not something you see everyday...Got a meeting with the executives in the morning and my first job is to go to a charity event in a week or so...it'd be nice if I contacted my sister..right now, I'm starving..I must eat..and this room service..I'm not too sure of it..Think I could go for a walk in the UK without being noticed?

Kelly got up and got dressed...wasn't long before she was walking the streets...With no bodyguard. This was unlikely to her..but it felt good..

You know what, I think It's about time I contacted Bey..I'm sure she's worried sick...

(Meanwhile w/ the Gang)

Jay has taken them to some outdoor restaurant that has amazing food called Jill's..

Solo: Damn Jay, *eats* This food is amazing..*giggles*

Jay: That's why I wanted to keep it a surprise..

Ty: I've never been here, but this place taste like home cooking..and that's not normal these days..

Jay: *eats* *shakes his head in agreement..

Bey's phone lit up on the table..

Bey: *puts fork down* *grabs phone*

Angie: *mouth full of food* Bey how could you put your fork down at a time like this? *laughs*

Bey: *gasps*

Solo: What's wrong?

Ty: who died?

Angie: Who's pregnant?

Solo: Who got married?

Bey: Chill..*giggles* Kelly sent me a picture...

*shows it to them*

(Text From Kelly)

Hello My Bey, I'm alright! :)

Bey: Kellz!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm so glad you are okay!

Kelly: I'm great..You will find out where I am real soon..Trust me..

Solo: Bey, stop holding out! What is she saying?

Ty: Yeah! 

Bey: *looks up from her phone* She said she's fine and that we will figure out where she is real soon..

Angie: I'm glad she's okay..*eats*

Ty: I'm even more glad that's she's okay and this food is in front of me..PRAISE HIM..

Solo: *smiles* *eats* *puts fork down* I gotta tell you guys something...

Ty: Save it Solo, We already know you a hoe..you don't have to tell us..

Solo: Actually, you're kinda right..

Bey: *drops fork*

Angie: oooooo *eats*

Jay: You calling yourself a hoe Solo?

Solo: Let me explain...

Ty: *sips drink but doesn't take his eyes off Solo*

Solo: *puts fork down* Okay..Don't judge me..okay?

Bey: Solo just tell the story...

Solo: *takes a deep breath* Okay..So the other day...Alan had a video shoot that he had to be at all day...So it was just Julez and I..

Ty: Mhmm

Solo: Daniel called for Julez so I let them talk...After they hung up, I started dinner...

Jay: *puts his fork down slowly*

He knows this is not gonna have a good ending..

Solo: As I was cooking dinner, I could see out the window that Daniel was coming up...Looked like he was holding something...                

Bey: Oh God, I'm not ready for this story..*covers ears*

Solo: Nooo listen..*reaches across the table and pulls Bey's hands down from her ears*

Bey: *takes a deep breath* Go head..

Solo: Apparently him and Julez talked him buying a fish..and that's what it was he was holding...

Ty: mmm..

Solo: So, I let him in...Juelz fell asleep on the couch while watching Dragon Tales so, I told Daniel he could take it upstairs and put it in Julez room..

Angie: *shakes her head*

Ty: Oh shit..

Solo: He was taking really long so-

Jay: Please don't tell me you went up there...

Solo: well..

The Whole Table: *throws there hands up* Oh gosh..

Solo: *chuckles* Pleasse let me finish..

Ty: *shakes his head and takes another sip of his drink*

Solo: I went upstairs because he was taking a long time...

Ty: And what happened??

Solo: I was arguing with him at first and then-

Bey: *raises right eyebrow* *leans in* Then what?

Solo: He kissed me..

Ty: HOE! *slams hands on the table* I KNEW IT! *laughs*

Bey: SOLO! 

Jay: *sips*

Solo: I didn't mean for it to happen Bey..

Ty: You meant it! 

Bey: Is that all you guys did?

Solo: *Shakes her head no*

Bey: You fucked him?

Solo: NO! It didn't get that far..I kicked him out before that happened...He just-

Ty: Just what?

Solo: Let's just say we did everything but that...

Ty: Jesus, I'm calling on you right now..

Jay: That nigga is good..*crosses his arms and chuckles*

 Bey: *punches Jay in the arm* Shut it! *to Solo* Does Alan know?

Solo: *shakes her head no* 

Bey: You gotta tell him..

Solo: Beeyyy, I can't...

Angie: She's right Solo, you gotta tell him..that's not right...

The rest of the dinner was spent convincing Solo to understand her wrong doings..

(Two Weeks Later: With Kelly)

(Kelly)

Sitting here at this charity event and I honestly feel like this is where I belong..My meeting went excellent..We have been taping for the show and it has been great..The first show airs tonight. I haven't told Bey or anyone yet so I told them to tune it to that channel tonight for a surprise....I really miss my crew though..I'm sure they miss me too..But I know they understand that I'm trying to find myself. Just a few more photos and I'm gonna go..supposedly there is a red carpet that I have to walk before I leave..*claps* *smiles*

Kelly enjoyed the rest of the event and made her way to the red carpet..She posed and smiled for the cameras...As she smiled, the camera men and women yelled her name, they wanted the inside scoop on the lost of the baby and everything behind it....But she heard her name being called and it didn't sound like the other ones...She looked to her left and long behold..it was..

Luke: Hello Ms. Rowland..

Kelly: Luke! *smiles*


Luke: You look beautiful..

Kelly: *blushes* Thanks..So do you..*giggles*

Camera Man: KELLY! LUKE! CAN WE GET A PICTURE!!!!??

Luke: May, I? Ms. Rowland? *chuckles*




 Kelly: *moves in close to Luke and allows paps to take there picture*

Luke: *follows Kelly off of the red carpet* So, how long are you here for?

Kelly: It's complicated..

Luke: *grabs her hand* really? well since it's a long story, we can talk about it over dinner..

Kelly: *giggles* *lets his hand go* Luke, I can't..

Luke: *smirks* I'm not asking you to marry me Ms. Rowland..I just wanna eat..If that's okay?

Kelly: *smiles* I guess it wouldn't hurt..

Luke: *Smiles really hard* So, What hotel are you staying at? I'm at the Merrion..

Kelly: *smiles* Same..

Luke: You're kidding right? *chuckles*

Kelly: No, I'm not actually..*smiles*

Luke: Well, What floor?

Kelly: 3rd..you?

Luke: 6th..but um..Is dinner tonight okay?

Kelly: Just dinner?

Luke: Just dinner...

Kelly: Tonight at 8pm would be perfect..

Luke: *smiles* I'll see you then..Ms. Rowland..

Kelly: Kelly...*smiles* Call me Kelly..

Luke: *nods head in agreement* *smiles* *walks away*

(Kelly)
Jesus, What did I just do? *shakes her head and make her way to her truck*

(Meanwhile w/ Bey and Jay)

Bey: Come on Baby...ssshhhh *paces back and forth, bouncing Shawn Jr. on her shoulder*

Jay: *comes in the living room where she is* He okay?

Bey: I don't know..He's upset about something..

Jay: He been changed? *takes him from Bey*

Bey: Yeah Babe, I just changed him two minutes ago...

Blue: Gosh, Baby bwother you just have to hush..*puts hands over her ears*

Bey: *picks her up* You used to cry too when you were his age..*giggles and kisses her*

Blue: I-I-I- wasn't that loud mommy..I was quiet..

Bey: *laughs* You are hilarious..

Jay calmed Shawn Jr. down and made his way to the kitchen..

Jay: So what's the plans for today..

Bey: Kelly has a surprise for us or something..She wants us to tune in to some channel at 10pm..so Solo, Ty and Angie are coming over..

Jay: Well um, it's 8:15, sooo that means I'm leaving..*chuckles* *leans against the counter and pats Shawn Jr. on the back*

Bey: *giggles* Don't be like that..*puts Blue down*

Jay: Your sister is from HELL..and Ty is- well you know he's TY..*laughs*

Bey: What about Angie?

Jay: What about Angie?

Bey: *laughs and walks over to him* Where are you gonna go?

Jay: *kisses her* OUTTA HERE..*chuckles*

Bey: Fine then..*giggles*

Bey took a sleeping Shawn Jr. from Jay and went upstairs to put him in his crib..

Blue: Daddy?

Jay: Yes? *picks her up*

Blue: Befwore you gwo can I get some apple sauce?

Jay: You don't wanna gangsta snack? A honey bun? A twinkie?

 Blue: *Shakes her head no*

Jay: Some hot cheetos? some fritos?

Blue: *shakes her head no*

Jay: *chuckles* Okay, *pulls chair out and sits her in it* Daddy will get you your apple sauce...

Jay got Blue some apple sauce and said his goodbyes to her and Bey...

(An Houe Later: W/ Kelly)

(Kelly)
Luke and I both decided to meet up at a restaurant called dipsy's due to the fact that we KNEW the paps were gonna be outside of the hotel...I still can't believe I'm doing this..I don't even know what it is that I'm doing at this point...I like this man..but I don't wanna move to fast with him..I did just lose a "fiance" and a baby..I honestly don't feel right being happy...

Kelly got the hotel and took a seat..there was no sign of Luke..A waitress came over and asked her for her drink order..Kelly ordered a martini as usual..her favorite drink...

(Kelly)
I like the fact that he picked a clean hole in the wall to take me out to..The paps will never find us here..*smiles*

Luke: *walks up to the table* There's  that smile that I dream about every night..

Kelly: *smiles* you're gonna make my head big..

Luke: If it means you will be smiling like that all night, I shall continue..*sits*

Kelly: You're late..

Luke: I'm here. *smirks*

Kelly: Very True..*smirks back*

Luke: So, KELLY..*chuckles* What are you doing in the UK?

Kelly: Honestly?

Luke: Honestly...

Waitress: *comes to the table with Kelly's drink*

Luke: *chuckles*

Kelly: Thank you very much..*Smile and takes her drink*

Luke: Could I have the same please?

Waitress: Sure..*Smiles and walks away*

Luke: So, you were telling me how much you like me?

Kelly: *giggles* I- Reaalll smooth..*laughs*

Luke: *chuckles*

Kelly: Anywaaay, I'm here on business..I actually got a position as a judge on xFactor...It airs tonight..

Luke: Wow, really? that's amazing..So you think you're gonna be staying here?

Kelly: Most likely...

Kelly sunk into her seat slowly because she knew that this was def gonna be a deal breaker for this friendship..

Luke: Welp, Guess I'll be on the plane when I can huh?

Kelly: *looks up* *giggles*

Luke: *smiles* So tell me what's been going on..fill me in..weren't you engaged?

(Kelly)
 For some reason, I just feel comfortable telling Luke everything..  

Kelly: You know what, On a bad day, I would tell a person to mind their business if they asked me something like that...

Luke: I'm sorry, I-

Kelly: *giggles* But for you, I'll make an exception..

Kelly continued to tell Luke her story..she told him everything..about Chris and the baby..It felt so good to tell the story and get it off her chest..at some points, Luke's eyes teared up..This was like therapy for Kelly..and It really allowed Luke to get to know her better...

(Meanwhile W/ Bey, Solo, Ty and Angie)    

It's 9:54...Bey, Ty and Angie are all in the living room waiting for this "surprise from Kelly" to come on...Solo was upstairs in the bathroom..

Ty: She been in that bathroom for like 3 hours..*laughs*

Angie: It has been kinda long...

Bey: *giggles* Solo! You okay!?

Solo: mhmm

Ty: Somebody needs to go up there and check on her..*giggles*

Angie: *side eyes Bey*

Bey: *gets up*

Solo: *comes down the steps* Did I miss it?

Ty: Shit, you almost missed Jesus coming back..

Solo: Sorry..I don't feel good..I think I have a stomach virus or something..

Angie: Well you and your virus need to go sit on the other couch because I don't want it...

Bey: *chuckles* You want me to make you some soup?

Ty: Bey, Didn't she just say she was sick? The fuck you wanna make her even more sick?

Bey: Fuck you and the boat that brought you here, okay? My cooking is improving..

Ty: Says who? Jay?..*laughs*

Solo: *sits down rubbing her stomach* Leave my sister alone..*chuckles*

Bey: *rolls eyes* *looks at the tv* I think this is it y'all shut up...

Bey, Ty, Solo and Angie's eyes were glued to the screen..all of a sudden a show entitled XFactor appeared on the screen..

Ty: Why Kelly got  us watching this nut ass UK shit? I'm Merican...*rolls eyes*

Bey: Sssshh..*holds hand up*

The voice over began to name the judges...

Ty: mmm Simon is so fineee...

Angie: Eww..

"KELLY ROWLAND"

Everybody: AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!

Bey: OMGOSSSHH SHE'S A JUDGE ON XFACTOR!!!

Ty: I'M SO PROUD OF HER..

Voice Over: Each Judge was asked a few questions..here were Ms. Rowland's answers...

Bey: *starts crying*

Solo: Awwwwwww

Angie: That is so sweet...*smiles*

Bey, Solo and Ty all celebrated Kelly together...Bey called Mama Tina and told her the news...As Bey was on the phone, she noticed Solange go back upstairs...she wrapped up her conversation with her mom and made her way up the steps...

Bey: *knocks on the bathroom door* Solo..

Solo: *doesn't answer her*

Bey: SOLO..*knock on the door*

Bey: *opens the door*

Solo was on the floor in the bathroom throwing up into the toilet..

Bey: goodness, you must have ate something bad..*grabs towel for Solo to wipe her mouth*

Solo: I don't know what it is..

Bey: *takes a deep breath* *hands Solo the towel* *stands up and goes in the cabinet in the bathroom* Take this...*hands object to her*

Solo: *takes it from Bey* What kinda medicine is th- Bey this is a pregnancy test..

Bey: I know what it is...take it..

TBC....