Thursday, November 7, 2013

"Not Talking"

Solo: What are you talking about Bey? *fake laugh*

Bey: Solo how could stoop so low? Solo why would you? *chokes up* How Could you? *tears run down her face*

Solo: *cries* Bey..

Bey: You know I was hoping  you would say those papers I found aren't yours..

Solo: *sniffs* *yells* YOU DON'T KNOW! YOU DON'T KNOW HOW IT FEELS! TO-

Bey: Was it Daniel's?

Solo: *cries and starts the car* I don't have to answer that..

Bey: *snatches the key out of the ignition* Solange Piaget Knowles! ANSWER ME!

Solo: IT WAS MISTAKE! *tears run quickly down her face*

Bey:What was a mistake Solo? *pauses but Solo says nothing* huh? Was it the baby? or was it you being a hoe and not knowing how to keep your legs closed?

Solo: *slaps Bey* *cries* FUCK YOU!

Bey: *hold her face* Bitch Imma let you allow yourself to think that you slapping me is going to erase the guilt of you killing an innocent child for your idiotic mistakes! *rolls eyes and gets out the car*

Solo: *starts the car and pulls off*

Solo cried all the way home ..She wiped her tears and walked in her house. When she walked in, Alan was in the living room having a drink.

Alan: Hey Babe..*sips*

Solo: He *goes up the steps*

It wasn't normal for Solo to not hug or kiss Alan when she walks in, so he followed her to the bedroom..

Alan: you okay?

Solo: Yeah. *sits on the bed and takes off her shoes*

Alan: Are you sure?

Solo: *in an uneasy voice* Yes Alan. I just want to go to sleep.

Alan: Okay...*walks out*

(Solo)
I can't believe Bey found these papers . I feel so Judged. Bey has always been like my mother. I feel more fear for Bey's opinion then I have ever felt for my mother. Bey holds pregnancy to such a high standard, women too.  But I just wish she had a bit more understanding for me. I hate when she judges me...

(Meanwhile W/ Bey)

Jay pulled up at the gas station to see Bey standing outside of the store..

Jay: *rolls down his window* What happened?

Bey: *walks up to the car and gets in*

Jay: You okay? Where is Solo?

Bey: *takes a deep breath* Just drive Jay. *sniffs*

Jay: *pulls off*

Jay knew Bey very well, He knew something was wrong with Bey, But he knew that it was best for him to stay quiet...It  would only piss her off even more if he continued to speak. He was sure she would open up eventually. They pulled up to the house and made their way into the house.  Blue and Shawn Jr. were sound asleep. Bey went straight up the steps . Julius came from the living room to greet Jay.

Jay: Thanks again for keeping an eye on the kids.

Julius: No problem Jay, my job is to protect. *laughs* *daps him*

Julius left and Jay made his way upstairs. When he got upstairs to the bedroom, Bey was in the bed with her face buried in her laptop. 

Jay: *takes of his clothes and climbs in bed w/ her*

Jay rolled over and didn't even look at Bey. He didn't want to annoy her. The room was silent...A few minutes passed..and then Bey broke it..

Bey: Babe..*sits up in bed*

Jay: Yes? *rolls over and looks at her*

Bey: How do you feel about abortion.

Jay: depends on if your involved.

Bey: Jay it's just a general question. trust me. I didn't have an abortion.

Jay: Well in that case, if it was rape, then I could understand it. Other then that, I don't care for it too much. Why?

Bey: Solo, had an abortion.

Jay: *sits up* WHAT?

Bey: *tear runs down her face* I just don't understand. How could she Jay? *sniffs* I mean. After all the stuff she has seen Kelly and I go through when it comes to pregnancy. why would she?

Jay: *Wraps his arms around Bey* Shh Calm down, Did she have a reason?

Bey: *shakes her head no* I think it was Daniel's baby..

Jay: *rubs Bey's head* well how about you just stop worrying about it for now babe. Let's just get some sleep. Don't you have that event with the fashion line tomorrow with your mom?

Bey: *shakes her head yes*

Jay: Solo gone be there?

Bey: most likely..*sniffs*

Jay: Then you might wanna get some rest *kisses her forehead*

Bey: *kisses him on the lips* Good Night..

Jay: *smirks* *turns off the lights*

Bey and Jay went to sleep and woke up the next morning and had a normal morning. They got dressed before the kids. Bey was on Blue duty and Jay was on baby duty. They got breakfast ready and ate together. Jay kissed Bey and made his way out first. He had some studio work to do, so he is taking the kids to his mother's house while Bey goes to the event. When Jay got to Jersey, he let himself in..

Jay: *opens the door with Shawn Jr. on his chest*

Gloria: *runs down the steps* MY BABIES!!!

Jay: *smiles*

Blue: GWAMA!

Gloria: *bends over and hugs Blue* Hello Baby..*kisses her*

Blue: I missed you! *kisses her cheek*

Gloria: *stands up straight* I miss you too. Hey Son! *hugs Jay*

Jay: Hey Mama *kisses her cheek* you good?

Gloria: I'm alright..*grabs Shawn Jr.* Helloo Big Man! *kisses him* God he looks just like Bey.

Jay: Why does everybody say that? *laughs*

Gloria: He does!

Just then..Annie walked in..

Annie: Blue!

Blue: *runs to her* Auntie Annie!!

Annie: *laughs* *picks her up and hugs her tight* Blueeberryyyy!

Blue: Daddy is letting me and my bwova stay here for the day..

Annie: Is he? *smiles*

Blue: *shakes her head yes*

Gloria: *smiles*

Blue: *looks at Gloria* Gwama do you still have does twapes of my Daddy?

Jay: *confused face* What tapes?

Blue: The ones that mommom let's me watch!

Jay: *side eyes his Mother*

Gloria: *quickly gives Shawn Jr. to Jay and runs over to Blue* Grandma got them upstairs. *giggles* Come on! *goes upstairs with Blue*

Jay: AYE! What tapes??

Gloria: *reaches the top of the steps* Shawn mind your business this between me and my grand baby! *laughs*

Annie: *takes Shawn Jr. and sits down on the couch across from Jay*

Jay: *takes a deep breath*

Annie: So Mama told me you went to Darryl's wedding..

Jay: How did I know that was coming...

Annie: *sarcastic tone* you enjoy yourself?

Jay: Annie don't start..

Annie: Why would you even go?

Jay: I was invited. My wife was invited. SO we went.

Annie: Jay don't give me that shit. you-

Jay: He invited you didn't he?

Annie: He did that out of spite Jay, you don't know him.

Jay: Really? last time we talked, he was a "good man" and I "needed to get to know him". What? now I can't go to the man's wedding? Why? CAUSE IT'S NOT YOU?

Annie: *takes a deep breath* Never mind Jay..

Jay: All I'm saying is that-

Annie: NEVER MIND JAY!  DROP IT.

Jay: *shrugs* Tell Mama I'll be back at 6. *leaves*

(Jay)
*gets in the car* It wasn't even my decision to go to that damn wedding. Hell, I don't owe Annie anything . She didn't even tell me that she and that nigga split. I found out on my own. Most likely she didn't tell me due to pride. I only went to the damn wedding for peace in my home. God knows I didn't wanna be there. I was just trying to be a peacemaker.

(With Bey)

It's been a pretty awkward morning for Bey. She has been at this event all morning with her mother, Angie and Solo. Bey is certain that nobody knows about the abortion. She hasn't said anything to Solo all morning. The event has been going great, but Bey feels that her mother is catching on to their distance. She keeps making them sit next to each other. At the fashion show portion of the event..
                                                                             
Solo: Bey..

Bey: *looks at Solo*

Solo: Please don't tell Mama about-

Bey: *rolls eyes* Solo please.. I don't want to be the one to break Mama's heart. You can do that on your own..

Solo: *takes a deep breath and focuses back on the fashion show*




The event has been going well and Bey has said nothing farther Solo. At the dinner portion of the event, she addressed the group..

Mama T: So none of you come to see me anymore...

Ty: Ms. Tina I just saw you yesterday doe.

Angie: Aww Aunt Tina, I see you all the time!

Mama T: I was addressing my so called daughters. *side eyes them*

Bey: Mama, I make sure that I call you everyday..*giggles*

Mama T: Not the same!

Solo: *takes a deep breath*

Mama T: I bet y'all talk to each other and see each other everyday!

Bey: *rolls eyes*

(Bey)
It's so hard for me to keep my feelings towards Solo in. I had to get up from the table..Running to the bathroom, I can hear my mother whispering my name as loud as she could without making a scene..

Mama T: What has gotten into her?

Solo: Who cares?

Ty: Oop, Somebody had bitch flakes for breakfast this morning..

Solo: *rolls eyes and grabs purse* I'll be right back..*goes after Bey*

Bey was in the bathroom getting herself together when Solo walked in..

Solo: *takes a deep breath* Bey, I didn't mean to hurt you..

Bey: I'm still asking myself, HOW COULD YOU? I mean...you know how bad some people wish they could have kids? Look at Kelly for example. How could you do something like that?

Solo: Bey, My decision was made out of concern..How do you think that would look on our family if I were to have a baby by Daniel and I'm with Alan..*tears up* I was already an embarrassment when I got pregnant with Juelz. I'm tired of being the fuck up of this family..You wouldn't understand. you've been perfect for as long as you can remember. Perfect husband. Perfect Career. Perfect kids. you don't know what it's like to make a mistake and have to cover it up before everybody sees.

Bey: Do you hear yourself? I don't know pain? I'm perfect all the time? Solo you're more damaged then I thought..*leaves*

Bey made her way back to the table..

Bey: Mama, I'm going..*grabs her purse and leaves*

Solo: *comes in behind her*

Mama T: What happened?

Solo: *whispers as loud as possible* Beyonce. Beyonce don' t do this! *grabs her*

Bey: *snatches away from her* Get off of me. *leaves*

Ty: What the hell did I miss?

Mama T: Was is it something I said?

Solo: No Mama..*sits*

Mama T: Well somebody needs to explain something..

Solo: Not right now..

Mama T: But-

Solo: Mama please, not right now.

Mama T: *Takes a deep breath*

Ty: This family..*shakes his head*

Bey stormed out of the door and paparazzi attacked her immediately..Julius ran out behind her to protect her...He walked her to her car and he took her to her house. Bey went in changed her close, grabbed Jay's keys to his truck and leaves...Bey made her way to the studio where Jay was...When she walked in, Jay was sitting at the control panel doing his usually money dance. He was enjoying the beat. Bridgette Kelly was in the booth...

Bey: *sits next to him*

Jay: *looks to his left* Ayye..*kisses her* What you doing here?

Bey: I couldn't do it..

Jay: *stops the music* Aye Bridge, gimme 5 mins.

Bridge: Sure. *smiles* Hey Bey!

Bey: Hiii! *smiles and waves*

Bridgette Kelly stepped out of the booth and made her way out of the studio..

Jay: What's going on? I thought you were with your mom for the day?

Bey: I couldn't stay there anymore Jay..I can't stand it..

Jay: Does your mom know yet?

Bey: Nope. I'm just over today. Needed to see, you I can calm down..

Jay: Well, I'm glad I can help Baby..

Bey: *smirks*

Bey's phone lit up and it was Ty. He sent a text saying are we still on for our trip to ATL..
Be ignored it...

Jay: What trip to ATL?

Bey: Huh?

Jay: I read it..

Bey: *takes a deep breath* *giggles* Me and Ty wanted to do some shopping down there..

Jay: Shopping?

Bey: Yes Babe..

Jay: I wanna go. *smiles*  Tomorrow?

Bey: Jay..

Jay: I'll take that as a yes. *smirks* gimme love..*leans in to kiss her*

Bey: *kisses him*

(Bey)
Shit. If Jay finds out that we are going to ATL for any other reason, he is gonna throw a fit. We are gonna have to reschedule or something, fuck. But I don't have her number..

Bey: Jay, Can I borrow your phone?

Jay: What's wrong with yours? *chuckles*

Bey: It doesn't connection in here..

Jay: *gives her his phone*

Bey: *walks out*

Bey quickly searched the phone for Aaleyah's number..She found it and called it, but she didn't answer..Jay came out of the studio to get Bridgette. Bey got so scared, she dropped Jay phone clean on the hard floor. It broke.

Jay: BEY! What the hell? *picks it up*

Bey: I'm sorry baby, I'll buy you another one..I gotta go..K? *kisses him*

Jay: *confused*

Jay examined his phone, and he could barely see the screen due to the cracks. He called Bridgette back in..and they got back to work..

Bey: *walking to the car* *calls Ty* Hey, you still with my mom?

Ty: Nope, we left. Did you get my text message?

Bey: Yeah, I got it, but there is one problem?

Ty: WHAT?

Bey: Jay's coming..

Ty: Are you fucking serious? How are we suppose to slay this bitch if he is gonna be there..

Bey: I tried to reschedule, but Jay walked out while I was in the middle of it, and I broke his phone.

Ty: You are so- you mean to tell me you don't even have the hoes number?

Bey: Yeah..

Ty: You are truly an idiot. what do we do now?

Bey: I don't know, I'll figure it out..

Ty: well in the mean time, you might wanna tell me what the hell is going on between you and Solo.

Bey: I can't right  now Ty, but I will when I can..*hangs up*

Bey made her way to the apple store and brought Jay a new phone..She went home and wrecked her brain on how she was going to figure this situation out for tomorrow..she started cooking dinner and it was turning out pretty good..

Jay walked in and threw his keys on the counter..

Bey: *smiles* Hey baby..*walks over to him kisses him* I got you a knew phone..*grabs the back off the table and gives it to him*

Jay: *takes it* Thanks...What you cooking? *puts his phone broken phone on the table and begins opening the new one*

Bey: Salmon..

Jay: Sound good...

There was a silence that filled the room..

Jay: Mama wants the kids for the night, so Imma go get them in the morning..

Bey: No problem..

More Silence...

Jay: Babe..

Bey: hmm?

Jay: When you had my phone, did you happen to call anyone?

Bey: I was in the process of calling Ty, but-

Jay: Did you call Aaleyah?

Bey: Jay-

Jay: Did you call Aaleyah?

Bey: I just wanted to talk to her...Is that too much to ask?

Jay: Bey I DON'T WANT YOU TALKING TO THAT GIRL.

Bey: *yelling* I JUST WANNA KNOW WHAT HER AGENDA IS! IS THAT TOO MUCH TO ASK?

Jay: *shakes his head* I'M DONE WITH THIS CONVERSATION. I SWEAR BEY, IF I HEAR THAT YOU HAVE BEEN TALKING TO THAT GIRL-

Bey: WHAT JAY? WHAT YOU GONE DO? THIS AIN'T NO DIFFERENT FROM YOU GOING BEHIND MY BACK TO TALK TO DARRYL!

Jay: WRONG. YOU HAD FEELINGS FOR DARRYL. THERE IS NOTHING GOING ON BETWEEN AALEYAH AND I.

Bey: *turns off stove and walks out the kitchen*

Jay: *follows her* I'M SERIOUS BEY! I DON'T WANT YOU MAKING CONTACT WITH HER.

Bey: *rolls eyes*

Jay: You hear me?

Bey: Yeah, whatever. *rolls eyes*

(Jay)
Soon as Bey left the studio today, my broken phone lit up as bright as it could to let me know that someone was calling. I wasn't sure who it was, because my screen so shattered that I couldn't make out the words..I answered and it was Aaleyah..She was all excited asking me did I call her. I'm like, NO. She's all like "Jay, I'm not crazy..you called me." I was so confused before it dawned on me..I didn't call you...Bey did. And Of course she's going to ATL to "shop" tomorrow where Aaleyah resides. Bey needs to realize she can get NOTHING pass me. I pay attention...

Jay: you gone come eat?

Bey: *shakes her head no*

Jay: *grabs her arm* *chuckles* You gone be mad all night? Come eat.

Bey: *gets up and follows Jay to the kitchen*

Jay: I don't want this to be an argument..I just don't want you messing in that..That's what she wants babe..

Bey: *takes a deep breath*

Jay: *slide phone over to her* Now activate my phone..*chuckles*

Bey: *giggles* *grabs Jay's phone and begins the process of activating in*

All day the next Day, Ty called Bey's phone back to back. He has been waiting for this day for a long time...

Jay: Bey, I gotta step out for a little bit..gotta handle some business..

Bey: How long you gonna be?!

Jay: I'm not sure..*kisses her* I'll be back though..I'll pick the kids up on my way back..

(Bey)
Tomorrow is my birthday and it doesn't even feel like it...Jay made love to me so good last night. I guess that was his way of reassuring me that I was here to stay, and that I didn't need to worry about Aaleyah, or any other bitch that tries to get in our way. I love Jay. and Yes. I got the message..time to break the news to Ty.

Bey: *finally answers the phone*

Ty: Why you neglecting my phone calls though? tramp.

Bey: Jay's been here all morning..I didn't want to-

Ty: SKURT! *holds hand up* Talk to the hand cause the face don't understand. Are we going or nah?

Bey: Ty, I don't know..

Ty: I KNOW! Let's GO!

Bey: *rolls eyes* I'll call you later..*giggles*

Ty: Iight..

Bey got in the shower and got comfortable in her bed..As she got comfortable, Frank Gatson called..

Bey: Hello!?

Frank: Bey, I'm so sorry I have to tell you this myself..

Bey: Is everything alright?

Frank: I forgot all about it and I'm sorry..

Bey: ABOUT WHAT?

Frank: You have a show tonight!

Bey: *jumps out of bed* WHAT?!

Frank: Get ready as soon as you can..I'll come get you and take you to the venue..It's small so just dress nice, you won't have any dancers, just the mamas..I'm sorry..I'll be there in an hour..*hangs up*

Bey rushed around to get ready she called Ty and had him hurry over so he could help her find something to wear. Ty got there 20mins later..

Ty: *runs in* Did you find something?

Bey: I think so..I don't know..

Ty: Move Bey..*pushes her out the way and finds the perfect outfit* Do I have to do everything?

Bey: You ARE my stylist. *giggles*

Ty finally finds something for Bey to wear...

Ty: Put this on!

Bey: You going?

Ty: I'm dressed ain't I? *giggles*

Bey and Ty quickly made there way down the steps just in time..Frank Gatson was pulling up..Bey and Ty road with him.When they got there, they walked in..

Bey couldn't believe what she saw..

Everybody: SURPRISE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Bey: *giggles* JAAAAAYY!

Jay: *giggles* Happy Birthday Babe. *smiles* I couldn't do it tomorrow, because you would expect it.

Frank: She cause me out the whole way here. Now you know I never forget a show Bey..*giggles*

Bey: I can't believe this..*smiles*

Ashley E: BELIEVE IT! *giggles*

Bey begin to enjoy herself. Everyone was there..her mother, Jay's family..Angie..All of Jay's artist, Bey's dancers and crew. They all were having a really good time..Jay looked over and realized that Bey looked funny.. It wasn't what he was used to..

Jay: What's wrong?

Bey: *shakes her head* Nothing..

Jay: I thought you would say that...*smirks* *gets up*

Bey: Jay what are you doing?

Jay: *walks over to the DJ booth* Everybody stop the music! Stop everything! I got a surprise for the birthday girl! BRING  IT!


Bey: *gasps* *starts crying*

TBC...