"Confused Terms For The Lost"

Hey Guys, long awaited post I know. I'm sorry but my sophmore year in college plus two jobs is taken a little bit, scratch that. A lot of my time. lol I update when I can, I tried to make it long.

Love y'all,
Nish

Bey, Solo and Ty all celebrated Kelly together...Bey called Mama Tina and told her the news...As Bey was on the phone, she noticed Solange go back upstairs...she wrapped up her conversation with her mom and made her way up the steps...

Bey: *knocks on the bathroom door* Solo..

Solo: *doesn't answer her*

Bey: SOLO..*knock on the door*

Bey: *opens the door*

Solo was on the floor in the bathroom throwing up into the toilet..

Bey: goodness, you must have ate something bad..*grabs towel for Solo to wipe her mouth*

Solo: I don't know what it is..

Bey: *takes a deep breath* *hands Solo the towel* *stands up and goes in the cabinet in the bathroom* Take this...*hands object to her*

Solo: *takes it from Bey* What kinda medicine is th- Bey this is a pregnancy test..

Bey: I know what it is...take it..

Solo: Bey, I am not taking this stupid pregnancy test. *laughs*

Bey: Solo-

Solo: Bey. NO. I'm not pregnant. Trust me, my period came last week. *rolls eyes and gets up off the floor*

Ty: *bust in the bathroom* You better not be pregnant. If you are, it's me and you.

Bey: Ty?

Ty: *crosses arms and looks at Bey* Hmm?

Bey: *points her finger to the door*

Ty: *rolls eyes and leaves*

Bey: *closes door behind him* Take it..*gives it back to her* Just to be sure..

Solo: *takes a deep breath* Okay Bey. Dang. Get out so I can pee on it.

Bey: *giggles and leaves*

Bey opened the door and the castle that Angie and Ty built with their bodies to listen to Bey and Solo fell to the ground.

Bey: *laughs* Just shameful! Why are y'all so nosey?

Ty: Oh shut up Bey! I was just trying to get Angie from the door. She was the one being nosey. *chuckles* Shame on you Angie *side eyes her*

Angie: *laughs* *punches him in the arm*

Bey: *shakes her head and walks away from them*

Ty: *whispers* Bey.

Bey: *turns around* hmm?

Ty: *whispers* Do you really think she's pregnant?

Bey: *shrugs* I don't know..*goes down the steps*

Ty and Angie followed her.

As they were coming down the steps, Jay walked in with bags.

Ty: Ahhhh HE GOT GIFTS! *smiles really big*

Jay: *mocks him* Ahhhh *his voice* why you up my steps? -_-

Ty: *giggles* Nigga what you get me? *comes down the steps*

Jay: NOTHING. *puts the bags down*

Bey: Hey Baby..*smiles and comes to the bottom of the steps to meet Jay*

Jay: Hey..*kisses her softly*

Bey: mm Gimme one more..

Jay: *kisses her*

Angie: Hey Jay! *smiles*

Jay: Hey Ang..*smiles* *focuses back on Bey* I got some stuff for the baby..Where is he?

Bey: He's in his room..He fell asleep..

Jay: Where's Blue?

Bey: Same. *smiles*

Jay: *looks at the top of the steps and sees Solange coming down* oh no, Satan.

Solange: Don't fuck with me tonight nigga. I will burn your ass and feed your ashes to your fans.

Ty: Damn Solo. *chuckles*

Bey: How did it go up there?

Jay: How did what go?

Solange: *gives the test to Bey*

Bey: *looks down and reads it*

Jay:  *looks over Bey's shoulder* Wait. You pregnant?

Ty: Bey! What does it say?

Bey: She's not pregnant. *smiles*

Ty: Thank GOD I can't take another Juelz. Great.

Angie: Awwwwww why am I sad?

Jay: Jesus. What the hell did I miss? I only went to the studio for about two hours.

Angie: *smiles* Congrats Cousin on not being pregnant! How do you feel?

Solo: happy.. I do not need another baby*walks through all of them and goes to the living room to get her bag*

Ty: You mean you don't need another baby by Danielle..*chuckles*

Angie: *follows her* Where you going Solo?

Solo: I'm gonna go..*leaves*

Ty: Um. What the hell just happened?

Bey: I was gonna ask you guys that. *laughs* maybe she wanted to be pregnant.

Ty: I can't with y'all Knowles bitches. *laughs* Too confusing for me.

Just then..Bey's phone rang..it was Mathew..

Bey: Hey Dad,

Ty: DAD?

Angie: *covers Ty's mouth* Would you shut up?

Bey: I'm good. *pauses* yeah. *pauses* Well, I'll have Shawn Jr. Blue has a play date tomorrow. mhmm...mhmm..okay. no problem. bye. *hangs up*

Ty: *takes Angie's hand off his mouth* What did Joe Jackson want?

Bey: He wants to do lunch tomorrow..

Jay: That's weird.

Bey: I mean, yeah and no. We used to do it all the time before him and mom split. Guess he's trying to bring it back.

Ty: Well he can give up, cause we ain't checking for him. *grabs jacket* I'll see y'all tomorrow at rehearsals. BEYONCE. ON TIME!

Bey: I will be on time. *giggles*

Ty: Yeah. Sure. Okay.

Angie: I'm gonna go too Bey. I'll see you tomorrow..

Bey: Okay. *smiles* Love you guys*

Ty: Love you too. Bye Jigga.

Jay: Yeah whatever. Bye Angie. *chuckles*

Ty: You know what?

Jay: Nah, I don't. Get out.

Ty: *giggles* Imma let that slide. *leaves*

Angie: *leaves*

Bey: *goes in the living room and sits on the couch*

Jay: So are you gonna fill me in on what the hell is going on around here? *sits next to her*

Bey: *takes a deep breath and moves closer to Jay* Welp, the night was going good. Kelly surprised us. She's a judge on that new show in the UK called XFactor.

Jay: The talent show?

Bey: Yeah. *giggles*

Jay: But she-

Bey: Jay don't. *laughs*

Jay: Okay, I'll leave it unsaid. *chuckles*

Bey: Then, Solange seemed sick. I watched her go upstairs. She took forever coming down. I went up to check on her and gave her a pregnancy test.

Jay: *shakes his head* And she's not pregnant.

Bey: Yeah. Well that's what the test said.

Jay: But she isn't happy about it.

Bey: No. i don't think so. She seemed upset.

Jay: Do you have any idea why?

Bey: I usually do, but this time. I don't know. I'd have to talk to her.

Jay: *gets up* your family got some major issues. *laughs*

Bey: *shakes her head* *stands up* *chuckles* Wait a minute. My family? this is your family too babe.

Jay: *chuckles* I didn't think you would catch on.

Jay: *starts walking towards the steps* What does your Dad want?

Bey: I don't know, but this dinner seems fishy. I hope he doesn't have any more secrets to reveal.

Jay: Maybe he just wants to catch up. *starts walking up the steps*

Bey: *chuckles and follows him* Or maybe he just doesn't.

Jay: Be positive. *chuckles and walks into their bedroom* He might.

Bey: *follows him* Or might not. *sits on the bed*

Jay: Give him a chance..*leans in and kisses her*

Bey tongued Jay down gently... His kisses had a way of making everything be forgotten..She leaned back causing Jay to get on top of her..

Jay: *breaks the kiss* Don't worry yourself so much..

Bey: I try babe. but-

Jay: What did I say?

Bey: You said *mumbles* Don't worry yourself so much..*looks away*

Jay: I can't hear you..*chuckles*

Bey: *giggles* You said don't worry so much. I heard you Jay. Dang.

Jay: *kisses her and gets up* Good. *strips and puts on his night clothes*

Bey and Jay went to sleep and had a good nights rest. The kids didn't wake up at all through the night.

(The Next Day w/ Kelly)

(Kelly)



Last night was amazing. Luke is probably one of the sweetest guys I have ever met. I have to admit I'm having some trouble trusting him. Hell, I have trouble trusting myself sometimes. After all that I have been through this year, it's gonna take some time. I don't want to rush things though. He is just so pure, and sweet and nice. I just hope that it's real. Chris was pure. Chris was sweet. And he was damn sure nice. I gotta call Bey. I know she's probably working hard on that show she has coming up.

(Meanwhile w/ Bey)

Bey: *driving to meet her father at lunch on the phone* What do you mean the opening act canceled? I can't take this right now. Y'all are gonna have to find somebody. When you find somebody let me know. I can't keep knowing everything. Figure it out. when you figure it out, call me. *hangs up* *looks back at Shawn Jr. to make sure he's still sleep*

(Bey)
The opening act that was suppose to open up for me this coming weekend passed up the offer due to an emergency with the group. I'm pissed. This is all I need. Where the hell am I gonna find someone that fast. *calls Jay*

(Phone Convo)

Jay: Yes Bey..

Bey: You in the officce?

Jay: I am. What's wrong?

Bey: You busy?

Jay: *chuckles* What's wrong?

Bey: The opening act for this weekend canceled.. I need help finding someone by friday.

Jay: Bey, that's almost impossible. It's Wednesday. You gotta have contracts, statements, account numbers-

Bey: Jay, I know. But- *takes a deep breath* What about Rihanna?

Jay: I'm looking at her calendar now. She's booked this whole month.

Bey: Rita?

Jay: *looks* Booked babe.

Bey: ugghh. J.Cole?

Jay: *looks* He's in Atlanta this weekend.

Bey: Bridget?

Jay: *chuckles* I'm sorry babe, I already have her booked for studio time with a lot of important producers. She can't miss that.

Bey: *screams* What am I gonna do?

Jay: *chuckles* I don't know.

Bey: How about you?

Jay: When have I ever "opened up" for you? No.

Bey: Jaaayy. *pouts*

Jay: If you absolutely can't find anyone. I will think about it. but make it your last option.

Bey: *takes a deep breath* Okay..Well, I'm pulling up to meet my Dad now. Blue is at the neighbor's with her friend.

Jay: Okay. I love you.

Bey: I love you too. *smiles and hangs up*

Bey made her way into the restaurant with Shawn Jr. all bundled up..



(Bey)
I don't even know why I'm here. But you know what? I really hope it's for a good reason. With the mood I'm in, he doesn't want to fuck with me.

Julius opened the door for her and she went in.

Bey: Matthew Knowles.

Hostess: Yes. right this way.

Bey followed the hostess and began to uncover Shawn Jr. He was waking up. She saw her father in the distance and took a seat across from him.

Mathew: How are you? *smiles*

Bey: I'm good Dad. how are you? *smiles*

Mathew: Happy. He's getting big. *chuckles*

Bey: Yep. he's 4 months tomorrow...

Mathew: Wow. It's been 4 months huh?

Bey: Yeah. *smiles and adjust him on her chest*

Mathew: Can I hold him?

Bey: *pauses for a second* yeah. *smiles*

Bey gave Shawn Jr. to her father and it almost felt foreign. It was almost like she was passing her baby to a stranger. She didn't get this feeling with her mother. or anyone else.

Bey: Dad, what's this about?

Mathew: I just want to talk to you. I mean, we haven't had time to really touch bases on everything. I just wanna know what's on your mind.

Bey: You really want to know?

Mathew: I do.

Bey: *takes a deep breath* I'm angry Dad.

Mathew: Angry?

*waitress brings the drinks back*

Mathew: Thank you.*smiles* *to Bey* I ordered you a water with cucumber. you still drink that?

Bey: No. *looks at waitress* Could you bring me back just a plain water?

Waitress: Sure *smiles and goes to get it*

Mathew: Why are you angry Beyonce?

Bey: Dad, Everything was so perfect. I honestly feel like you messed it up.

Mathew: Now Beyonce, don't go blaming this all on me.

Bey: Well, who else should I blame Dad? Mama?

Mathew: I-

Bey: You left her. Cheated on her. Broke her self-esteem. When you left her, you left all of us. You didn't even keep in contact.

Matthew: Beyonce, I tried my best.

Bey: Yeah, coming from a Dad who doesn't even know what kind of drinks his own daughter keeps in her cup. you don't even know What's going on this weekend. Do you?

Matthew: Bey I-

Bey: Do you?

Matthew: Bey, I have no reason to know where you are at all times. I'm no longer your manager. Granite, I fucked up. But I mean shit Beyonce, when your mother cut me off, so did you and your sister.

Bey: *yells* AND JUST WHAT THE FUCK DID YOU THINK WE WERE SUPPOSE TO DO? BEY HAPPY?

Matthew: Bey, calm down..

Bey: Gimme my baby..*takes a deep breath*

Matthew: Beyonce-

Bey: *slams hand on the table* GIVE ME MY BABY!

Matthew: *gives Shawn Jr. to her who is now crying*

Bey: *takes him and gets up* You can pay for the water right? or are you struggling these days? *rolls eyes and leaves*

Julius was waiting for Beyonce at the door and escorted her back out to her car..He could tell she was upset.

Bey: Take me to Jay's office so I can drop off Shawn Jr.

Julius: Okay Bey. *pulls off*

Bey got to Jay's office and put on the best smile she could as she walked in. Deep down inside, she was pissed. She walked pass Jay's assistant who had her back turned anyway. She walked into Jay's office without knocking. Jay was sitting at his desk. when the sound of his door slamming caught his attention.

Bey: *pissed off face*

Jay: What's wrong? *stands up and walks over to her slowly*

Bey: WHY does he piss me off so much? He doesn't even have to try hard.

Jay: *takes Shawn Jr. from Bey and kisses him* What did he want?

Bey: Some shit about wanting to know where my mind is. Well, I sure told him.

Jay: *shakes his head* Did he have anymore secrets?

Bey: If he did, I didn't let him get it out. ugghh I'm too annoyed right now. *flops down in Jay's desk chair*

Jay: Bey, you can't worry yourself so much about him.

Bey: I mean, I don't understand why he wants to know my thoughts. I'm not the one that shows that I'm upset. Solange does. Why does he wanna bring it out of me.

Jay: Bey he's your father. Maybe he feels that he has to get it out.

Bey: *rolls eyes*

Jay: *takes a deep breath and adjusts Shawn Jr. on his chest* All I'm saying is that he is your Dad and he probably knows that something is bothering you.

Bey: Well, I don't need him trying to figure it out. It's bad enough that my momma took him back after all he's done.

Jay: If your mom forgave him, why can't you?

Bey: Jay, just drop it okay? I like it better when you are on my side..

Jay: *shakes his head in agreement and sits on the couch and plays with Shawn Jr.* As your husband, I have to tell you the truth..

Just then, Jay's assistant walked in..

Assistant: I'm sorry to bother you Jay but I- *sees Bey* Oh, Hey Beyonce! *smiles* I didn't even know you were here.

Bey: *smiles* I kinda just slipped in..*chuckles*

Jay: *shakes his head* Um, what was it you needed?

Assistant: J. Cole needs to speak with you about something. He's on line one.

Jay: *stands up and walks over to his desk* *looks at Bey who is sitting in his office chair* You mind?

Bey: I do. *chuckles and reaches her arms out to take Shawn Jr.*

Jay gave Bey the baby and reached over her to answer J. Cole.

Jay:  *on the phone* Aye, why didn't you call my cell phone? *pauses* Yeah but he was suppose to give you that when you got there. He didn't? *pauses* Do I have to do everything my damn self? Iight. *hangs up* I gotta go.

Bey: Go where? Atlanta?

Jay: *shakes his head yes*

Bey: For What?

Jay: Something with the contract. *grabs emergency bag of clothes out of his office closet*

Bey: But who is gonna watch Shawn while I'm at rehearsal? I hate to have him with the Nanny again. He was just with her.

Jay: I guess I'll just take him with me..*grabs some papers* You gone walk out with me?

Bey: *giggles* *stands up* I wish you moved this quick for me..

Jay: *chuckles* Shut up..*pulls out his cell phone and calls for the jet*

Bey and Jay made their way outside and went their separate ways...Bey went to the rehearsal a little early..Nobody was their yet. She went into the bathroom, changed her clothes and took out her ponytail.

                                                                                                   


(Bey)
Maybe Jay's right. I mean, maybe I should just forgive him. Nobody understands. It wasn't only my mother who was embarrassed but It's embarrassing to the entire family when the whole world knows that your father fucked up. We used to be such a happy family..I just feel that this could have all been avoided if Dad didn't fuck everything over..I remember like it was yesterday the day that Jay met My Dad. probably one of the funniest days of my life. Solo was so young..Jay was so nervous. He had so much respect for my Dad.






(FLASHBACK)

Inside of Bey's old home in Texas:

Solo: Bey's bringing her rapper friend home Momma?

MT: Yeah, but don't tell your father. I'd rather surprise him.

Solo: I hope Bey advised him to wear some presentable clothes. you know how Dad can be.

MT: I think the world is skeptical about why your sister is interested in that man..*giggles* She loves her some Jay-Z, calls me everyday about him..

Solo: Me too. *laughs* I just hope he never hurts her.

Mathew: Hope who never hurts who?

MT: Nobody Matthew..*laughs*

Mathew: Solange don't forget you start filming soon for that movie. Have you been looking over your lines?

MT: yeah. I've been going over them with her.

Solo: I got this Dad!

(Meanwhile Outside)

Bey: You nervous? *giggles*

Jay: *serious face* Too nervous..

Bey: aww babe, don't be *rubs his shoulders*

Jay: *looks around* Stop Girl..*chuckles* You're dad might see..*pulls away from her slickly*

Bey: *giggles* Well alright then..*laughs* Jay he knows you exist. The media already knows we exist.

Jay: I know, but I just-

Bey: Just relax..*kisses him* okay?

Jay: *shakes his head yes* *pauses for a second* You think I could have maybe wore something else?

Bey: Jay, you look fine..*laughs*

Bey knocked on the door and they stood and waited for someone to open the door..

Jay: You don't have a key?

Bey: I left it in New York. *chuckles*

Jay: Bey You-

Just then the door opened, it was Solo..

Solo: BEYYY!!!! *hugs her* PLEASE convince Mama to let me come stay with you. pleaaseee *squeezes Bey tight*

Bey: *giggles* Soloo let me gooo, *giggles* You know there is not enough room in me and Kelly's apartment for you. Maybe when I move into my big house..

Solo: *takes a deep breath*

Bey: Can we come in?

Solo: He can, you can't.

Bey: *giggles* Why can't I come in?

Solo: Becausssee you won't let me move with you..*whines*

Bey: *giggles*

Jay: Bey, you should probably invest in something bigger for little Ms. Solange over here..*smiles*

Solo: I like him already! *smiles*

MT: *walks up behind Solo* What are y'all doing outside? *giggles* Get in here. move Solo.

Solo: *gets pushed out the way*

*END OF FLASHBACK*

Bey's thoughts were interrupted by a door slamming. It was Ty.

Ty: Ahhh You're on TIME! *struts in* Um Excuse me? but I have a question for you..

Bey: *stretching* Hi Ty, How are you? I'm good. yeah, my morning went great. *smiles*

Ty: Don't give me that sarcastic shit Beyonce. What was that fur shit you had on earlier with out my permission?

Bey: *giggles* How do you know what I had on?

Ty: Beyonce, I check blogs faithfully on you every morning..you thought you were slick coming in here changing your clothes. Caught you bitch. *giggles*

Bey: I thought it was cute.. *giggles*

Ty: *shakes her head* You wanna go with us tonight?

Bey: Who is US?

Ty: Me, Angie, Solange and a few other people..

Bey: You talked to Solange?

Ty: Not quite yet, but  i plan to make her go. *smiles*

The band and dancers began to make their way in..

Bey: ALRIGHT! HOPE Y'ALL CAME TO WORK. *smiles*

Ashley: You know we did boss lady...*giggles*

Frank: Good Answer Ash! Band, y'all go ahead and get set up. I NEED EVERYBODY READY IN 10mins.

Ty: Bey where is the baby?

Bey: which one? Shawn Jr. or Shawn Sr.?  *giggles*

Ty: Nevermind. *chuckles*

Bey: They are together. *giggles*

Ty: oh. *giggles*

Angie walked in with Danielle..

Ty: I did NOT know today was bring your child to work day.

Angie: Ty would you shut up? She's leaving soon, Kanye is picking her up from here.

Danielle: Hi Uncwel Ty! *waves*

Ty: Hi Lucifer! *chuckles*

Bey: *laughs*

The rehearsal began..

(Meanwhile w/ Jay)

(Jay)
I'm more than pissed off about the fact that I'm all the way the hell down here in the ATL for a gotdamn contract that was discussed months ago. But, I guess I can use this as a time to be with my son. alone. without his hogging ass mother. *chuckles to himself.* I usually don't do business with my kids around, but I mean hey, I'm a Dad now. They can either take this Jay-Z or leave him.. I see J. Cole in the distance, he doesn't look to happy.













Jay and J. Cole sit in the hotel lobby surrounded by body guards.

J.Cole: *waves them off* Can y'all go over there or something?

The body guards scattered...

Jay: *uncovers Shawn Jr.* What's going on?

J.Cole: *takes a deep breath* They fucking with my money. If there is one thing that you taught me, it was not to let these niggas fuck with my money Jay.

Jay: I hear you. Let me find out who I can speak to about everything, and we will get everything straightened out. If not, there will be no show. *shrugs*

J. Cole: Iight. Cool. *gets up* He's starting to look like Bey..*chuckles*

Jay: Aye man, no credit?

J.Cole: Nah, nigga he looks like his fine ass mother..*laughs*

Jay: Don't get hurt nigga..*chuckles* *stands up* Imma get a room. I'll text you with the number when I get it. *To the bodyguard* Aye, Can you get my back out of the car and bring it in?

Bodyguard: iight boss. no problem.

*Meanwhile w/ Bey*

Bey: I don't wanna have to keep going over the same steps with y'all. We have been doing the same steps for the past month or so and y'all forgot it that fast? Again. 1,2, 3..*dances*

*Everyone dances with her*

Bey: GOOD. Alright. Let's rap it up. From the beginning! 1, 2, 3.

Ty: *whispers* Angie!

Angie: *turns around* huh?

Ty: Kelly texted me her new address..

Angie: Did she?

Ty: Yeah, I just gotta figure out how we are gonna surprise Bey.

Angie: Surprise her with what?

Ty: Well you know, Bey's birthday is coming up soon, so I was thinking maybe we could go to the UK to celebrate..*smiles*

Angie: Solo too?

Ty: Yes.

Angie: Mama Tina too?

Ty: duh.

Angie: Can Danielle come?

Ty: you pushin it. *laughs*

Angie: Comeee onnn there is no way I'm going to the UK and leaving my baby in the United States.

Ty: *takes a deep breath* Okay, but you and Bey gone have to get a nanny or something because. I ain't got no kids. *giggles*

Angie: Alright, Alright. *giggles*

Bey: Alright LADIES! That's a wrap, I'll see you guys in a few days! *wipes face with a towel*

Everyone cheers..

Bey: *walks over to them* What y'all talking about?

Angie: Well,-

Ty: *pushes her* Nothing..*laughs*

Bey: mhmm y'all up to something..*walks away*

(Meanwhile W/ Jay)

(Jay)
I'm in the room that I got, it's pretty nice. Shawn Jr. is sleeping on the bed, so I decided to get some work done. Life is always throwing some shit at me. I hope J. Cole isn't too upset about this shit. This is business. Shit happens. *hears knock at the door*

Jay: *gets up and opens it* Hey, what are you doing here?

Aaleyah: I need to talk to you..

Jay: How did you know I was here? *confused*

Aaleyah: Jay, I live here in ATL now. You know as soon as you touch down anywhere, you are all over the Internet. *smirks* You gone let me in?

Jay: *takes a deep breath* Come in..

Aaleyah: *comes in*

Jay: Did anybody see you come in here?

Aaleyah: I don't think so..

Jay: *sits down on the couch*

Aaleyah: *sits on the couch*

Jay: So what is it?

Aaleyah: Well, first I wanna say. Congrats on the new baby..

Jay: Thanks..

Aaleyah: *looks at him* He's cute. *smiles*

Jay: *smiles*

Aaleyah: Just like his Daddy..

Jay: *takes a deep breath* look, what did you come here for?

Aaleyah: *smiles* I just wanted to talk to you..*scoots closer*

Jay: About what?

Aaleyah: Anything..*rubs his leg*

Jay: Look, I can't...*moves her hand*

Aaleyah: Come on Jay, *gets on top of him* You don't miss me? *kisses his neck*

Jay: *licks his lips* Nah, *pushes her off* I can't do this to Bey.

Aaleyah: What Bey doesn't know, won't kill her..*smirks* *gets back on top of him slowly* *takes off her shirt* It can be our little secret..*kisses his neck again*

Jay's manhood was at full attention as Aaleyah placed sweet kisses on his neck..He resisted at first, but after while, Aaleyah took over and Jay had no control..She began moving her hips in a circular motion allowing herself to make Jay harder then a rock. She knew just what it took to get Jay to that point..She slid off of Jay slowly and got on her knees. She was unzippering his pants when his phone lit up..it was Bey..Jay pushed Aaleyah off and answered the phone..

Jay: *breathing heavy* Hello..

Bey: *giggles* Hey Baby, what they got you running miles in ATL? *laughs* You're out of breath.

Jay: *Stutters* Um- Nah. *fake laugh* I um..I just came from a meeting..It's hard as fuck to um- carry Shawn Jr. around and stuff..

Bey: I can imagine. What hotel are you in?

Jay: Um..*zips his pants up* The one on Madison street that we always go to..

Bey: Oh *smiles* You sure you okay?

Bey could hear the nervousness in Jay's voice..

Jay: Yeah, I'm good Bey.

Bey: Okaay, will you be home tonight?

Jay: Um, I'm thinking tomorrow..

Aaleyah began to take the rest of her clothes off...Jay couldn't help but look..

Bey: Alright, well call me tonight when you settle in..

Jay: Okay.

Bey: I love you.

Jay: I love you too.

Bey: Okay. *hangs up*

Jay: *licks his lips in anger* Listen, I can't do this..

Aaleyah: *stands in between his legs* But you have done this before..

Jay: I'm sorry, I can't. I just can't do this to Bey..

Aaleyah: *sucks teeth* Right..*starts putting her clothes back on*

Jay: *takes a deep breath and shakes his head*

(Jay)
I feel like shit, I can't believe I even let it go this far. I feel..I don't know how I feel.

Aaleyah: Too bad wifey can control you from home..*smirks*  *flips her hair and puts on her shoes* *leans over to Jay* *whispers in his ear* I would have rocked your world. *kisses his ear*

Jay: *bites his lip to resist temptation*

Aaleyah: *gets up and opens the door* You have a good evening..You have my number if you need it..*leaves*

Jay took some deep breaths and glanced over at Shawn Jr. who was sleeping quietly...He had an immediate form of guilt that emerged in his heart..He immediately got up and made his way to the shower so that he could wash off the scent of Aaleyah's sweet smelling perfume..Jay's shower was long..When he got out, he wiped himself down with his towel. As he got dressed he realized that something was missing... Shawn Jr..

Jay: SHAWN! *looks around* *checks the other side of the bed* SHAWN! *looks in the mini living room and kitchen* SHAWN JR. *opens the door* There was no sign of Shawn Jr. anywhere. Jay immediately went to panic mode and threw on his clothes. He dialed 911.

Emergency Agent: 911 what's your emergency?

Jay: *yelling* Calling to report a missing child..

TBC..