"Slip Ups and Set Ups"

Juelz was pushing Bey on the swings...

Julez: Aunt BB you are going really fast! *smiles* *pushes her*

Bey: *giggles* I know! Thanks to you! You're so strong! *in her Auntie Voice*

Julez: *stops pushing her* UNCLE JAY!!!!!!!!

Bey: Huh? *looks up and sees Jay*

Julez: *runs over to Jay* MOMMYYY!!!! LOOK!!! UNCLE JAY IS HERE!!!!!

Alan and Solo turn around and see Jay....

Alan: Oh shit...

Solo: SHIT!

Alan: *runs over* Juelz why don't you come in the house with me for a few minutes..I have to show you something...*takes Julez in the house*

Bey: *sits on the swing and mean mugs the shit out of Jay* What the fuck are you doing here?

Jay: *walks over to her* I need to talk to you...

Alan: *comes back outside without Julez*

Bey: *looks at Solo* You told him didn't you? *grills her*

Solo: Bey I-

Alan: I told him..

Bey: You?

Alan: yeah, he texted my phone, I got nervous...I'm sorry...

Bey: *rolls eyes at him and looks at Jay* What do you want to talk about?

Solo: Come on Alan, let's go in the house...*whispers* thanks Baby..

Alan: *whispers* you owe me, BIG TIME!

Bey: *rolls eyes at them as they walk in the house*

Jay: Bey, I don't want to keep this up...

Bey: *rolls eyes*

Jay: *walks up to her* *shakes his head* I trust you...I just have a weird way of showing it...

Bey: Jay, you don't trust me...If you trusted me, you would NOT have called Jared asking where I was...If you trusted me, you would not have texted Alan and asked him where I was..If you trusted me you-

Jay: Listen, I get it...I shouldn't have called him...and I shouldn't have-

Bey: NO, I'm not gonna listen! I'm going home...*gets up*

Jay: *grabs her* *kisses her* I'm sorry...

Bey: *looks him in the eyes* You know, there was a time..when just one kiss could change my mind...*tears run down her face* Not anymore Jay...It's gonna take more than that...*walks away* *wipes her face and goes in the house*

A few hours later on the plane....

The plane ride back to New York has been so far very quiet...Jay tried to break the silence by talking to Bey...

Jay: I can't wait to get home! *smiles*

Bey: I can...*puts sunglasses on* *keeps a straight face*

Jay: Bey I-

Bey: look, I'm going home because I know I have to woman up and be a mother to my kids....I'm going home for them...not you, not the fans, THEM. *looks out the window*

Those words cut Jay to the soul..Bey has grown to be so mean after realizing she wasn't trusted...she has nothing to say to anybody...except her kids....Bey and Jay made their way to Mama Tina's house to pick up the kids...when they got there, Ty, Angie and Kelly were there helping Mama Tina out...Mrs. Tina opened the door with a smile and got in return a blank face from Bey and a half smile from Jay...

Bey: *walks in* Are they both sleep?

Mama Tina: Yeah *smiles* You okay?

Bey: I'm good..*starts packing up Shawn Jr's stuff*

Kelly: *pulls Jay in the kitchen* What happened?

Jay: Nothing...

Ty: Stop dickin around Jay! Spill it!!

Jay: She won't talk to me...she's only here for the kids...she doesn't feel that anybody trusts her but them...

Ty: *shakes his head* This bitch is doing the most...why she gotta be so damn dramatic?

Kelly: Did you tell her about what Jared did at the venue?

Jay: I didn't get a chance to she-

Just then Bey walks in...

Bey: *walks in, grabs water out the fridge and exits without saying a word to any of them* 

Ty: Oh I know her bighead ass saw us standing here! *pops gum* *runs in the living room*

Kelly: *runs to try to catch Ty before he says anything stupid*

Jay: *shakes his head and follows them slowly*

Kelly was too late...

Ty: Oh Bitch, yo rude ass don't see us?

Bey: Ty, I'm not for it right now...*puts Shawn in his car seat*

Ty: I ain't never gave a damn what you were for! *rolls eyes* You gone speak to me! Wit cho rude ass!

Bey: *jumps up* Ty I said I'm not for your shit right now...*rolls eyes*

Ty: Bitch you feeling froggy or something? *gets in her face*

Bey: Ty, Please...*picks up Shawn and pushes pass Ty almost knocking him over*

Ty: Bitch just because you and ya husband are having problems does NOT mean you have to take it out on the whole gotdamn world! WHAT YOU AFRAID THAT YOUR CAREER WILL BE RUINED IF THEY FIND OUT YOUR RELATIONSHIP IS SOUR??!

Those words stung Bey like a hornet and anger began to run through her veins...just then...

Bey: *puts Shawn down* *slaps the shit out of Ty*

Ty: Oh BITCH! YOU DID NOT! *tries to hit her, but Kelly and Mama Tina held him back*

Bey: *picks Shawn up and leaves*

Jay: *picks up Blue* Miss Tina, I'll call you...

Mama Tina: *to Ty* Sit DOWN! *sits him down* *to Jay* Ok...

Jay: *leaves*

Kelly: *giggles to herself* She gotchu good Ty..*laughs and tries to touch his face*

Ty: shut up! *smacks her hand out of the way* *rolls eyes*

(W/ Bey and Jay)

Jay: You know you didn't have to do that..*puts Blue in the car*

Bey: *securing Shawn's car seat* You know you don't have to speak...

Jay: *takes a deep breath and gets in the car*

Bey: *adjust her sunglasses and gets in the car*

Jay pulled off and so did his thoughts...

(Jay)

Damn, I can't believe all of this is going on...all I want is for us to be happy...we were doing so good and now this...I know what shes feeling and I feel the same way too...I want us to be like we were when we first met...I remember that night like it was yesterday....

(Flashback)

Bey, Kelly and Michelle were at a club in New York for promotion for their album...

Michelle: I hate clubs! *turns up face*

Kelly: Michelle...

Michelle: hm?

Kelly: Do you see me and Bey complaining?

Michelle: no, because you guys don't hate clubs...

Bey: *giggles* *under hear breath* yeah, but we hate you...*rolls eyes* 

Kelly: took the words right out of my mouth! *laughs* *high fives Bey* How long your Dad say we have to stay here?

Bey: *sips drink* he said just for an hour or two *giggles*

Guy holding a camera walks up to them...

Guy: Could you guys smile for me? *smiles*

Bey, Kelly, and Michelle smiled for the picture....

Jay: woah, that's a beautiful smile...

Michelle: *smiles* thanks!

Kelly: *looks at Michelle* Now you know DAMN well he wasn't talking to you...*rolls eyes and points to the couch across from them*

Michelle: *pouts and moves to the other couch*

Jay: How you doing Kelly? *smiles*

Kelly: Doing alright Mr. Jay-Z, thanks for asking...

Bey: *under her breath* Kelly you know him personally?

Kelly: *picks up her drink and sips it* *ignores Bey*

Jay: *to Bey* May I sit next to you? *smirks and licks his lips*

Bey: *looks at the empty space* yeah...I guess you can...

Jay sat in that spot all night...one hour turned into two hours and two hours turned into three...He cracked jokes and told Bey things about himself that most people wouldn't....She did the same...It was almost like love at first sight for them two...Before they realized it, the party was over...They both stood up and walked to the door together with Kelly and Michelle following not too far behind them...

Bey: That was a good talk...I haven't talk to anyone like that in a long time....

Jay: Yeah...same here...*smiles*

Bey: *smiles*

Kelly: *smiles* Bey were gonna go wait in the car..See you later Jay...*leaves out with Michelle*

Jay: iight Kelly! *smiles and waves*

Bey: I guess this is it...*smiles* It was nice meeting you Mr. Jay-Z...

Jay: *chuckles* It was nice meeting you too Ms. Beyonce Knowles...*smirks*

Bey: You can call me B...*walks away smiling* 

Jay: Okay B...*smiles* oh..ayyee B! 

                                            

Bey: *turns around smiling* 

Jay: call me Shawn....*smiles*

Bey: *smiles* Okay, Shawn...I'll see you around...

Jay: I sure hope so...

Bey: Well just in case you never see me again...*pulls out paper with her number on it and hands it to him* Call me..*smiles and walks away*

(Jay)

Damn right Imma call, DAMN she fine! that blonde hair and those brown eyes are just beautiful..

(Bey)

*giggles* Jay is cute, I don't know too much about him just yet, but i enjoyed his company tonight....*gets in the car smiling*

(END OF FLASHBACK)

Bey: *looks at Jay* Jay the light is green...

Jay: *puts foot on the gas* sorry..

Bey: *rolls eyes and looks back out the window*

(Bey)

I'm so over everyone telling me what to do...I'm so over people not trusting me and seeing me for who I really am...I have reached my breaking point.....everyone probably thinks that I am overacting, but I honestly feel like I deserve trust. 

That Friday night was a quiet one for Bey and Jay...Bey put the kids to bed by herself and slept in the guest room not even bothering to tell Jay to sleep in there....

(The next day)

Bey woke up to a quiet house...you could here a feather drop....She woke up and made her way down the steps and into the living room...Jay was in there writing words into a book...Bey is still not speaking to him, so she didn't bother asking where the kids were...until....

Jay: Shawn is with my mom til Tuesday in case you were wondering, and Angie has Blue til tomorrow...

Bey: Cool...*starts to walk in the kitchen*

Jay: Bey...*puts book down*

Bey: Jay- not right now...* comes out the kitchen and goes back upstairs*

Jay: *throws book on the table, grabs keys and leaves*

Bey went upstairs, got in the shower and jumped into her PJ's again...She made her way down stairs to grab something to eat...When she got down there, Jay was still gone...her anger would not allow her to be concerned about him, so she ate and made her way back upstairs....

(W/Jay)

Jay: *knocks on the door*

Kanye: *opens the door* Jay? you cool man?

Jay: Man, I can't take it...

Kanye: Take what? Come in...*opens the door all the way* 

Jay: *walks in* You here by yourself?

Kanye: Yeah man, you good?

Jay: Man, I don't even know where to start...Bey isn't speaking to me...She's mad at me because *updates Kanye on what's going on* and now she's back home, but won't speak to anybody but the kids...she even smacked the Shit out of Ty yesterday...

Kanye: What the fuck? 0_0 sounds like Bey is going crazy...

Jay: then, the nigga that showed up at the show, showed up again at the show she didn't show up at. He was poppin off at the mouth saying all types of ignorant shit...

Kanye: Damn man, you think they fuckin?

Jay: Man, I don't want to think that...but I do...I guess that's why she's mad..because I can't trust her...

Kanye: Well, maybe you two need to go to do some couples counseling or something...

Jay: Do you know how quick that would make it to the media? I mean think about it...Headlining..."THIS JUST IN, BEYONCE AND JAY-Z ARE IN COUPLES THERAPY FOR THEIR TROUBLED MARRIAGE"

Kanye: Maybe that's the thing...

Jay: What?

Kanye: Maybe you need to stop caring about what the media says...Your marriage comes first...if couples therapy is what you need, then it's what you need...there is nothing wrong with that...I mean damn Jay, y'all got two kids and the media has only seen the back of their heads. Nobody has ever seen you two kiss on the lips in public...I think it's about time for y'all to just come out and be in love...fuck the public...y'all are human and they will just have to deal with that...

Jay: *takes a deep breath* In order for us to agree with couples therapy, she would have to talk to me....right now, she's not...

Kanye: It's hard to be in a relationship with someone who doesn't trust you...trust me, I know...

Jay: I know, but I'm not doing it on purpose Ye...It's just something that happens...

Kanye: Well, you just need to make it stop...

Jay: *sucks his teeth and takes a deep breath*

Kanye: Listen, You gotta understand that there is nothing like having someone to care for you...I miss the feeling of having Angie by my side...don't let life fuck up your relationship..I did...and look at where I am now...

Jay: You're right...I guess I'll have to just talk to her when I get back home about it...

(Meanwhile w/ Kelly)

Kelly: *calls Angie*

Angie: Hello! 

Kelly: Emergency MEETING! 

Angie: What the hell is going on now?! *confused face*

Kelly: *giggles* Hold on..*calls Solange* 

Solo: Hello? 

Kelly: EMERGENCY MEETING!

Solo: Aww Hell, about what?

Angie: *giggles* Shit i don't know...Kelly is calling it...

Solo: Oh Goodness...

Kelly: Hold on...*calls Ty*

Ty: What bitch?

Kelly: EMERGENCY MEETING! *smiles*

Ty: Aww Shit...So does that mean that there is more than one hoe on this phone?

Angie: Ty don't start...*giggles*

Solo: Sooo, Ty..I heard you got the piss slapped out of you yesterday...*giggles*

Ty: Soooo, Solo I heard you got the sense slapped out of you ye- never mine scratch that, you never had sense...

Solo: Oop you son of a -

Kelly: Anywayyy moving on...

Ty: GIRL WHAT DO YOU WANT? *pops gum*

Kelly: I think we need to do an intervention for Bey...

Ty: TY HUNTER, AINT DOIN SHIT! 

Angie: Why do you think that?

Kelly: I think she really is losing it...

Angie: I haven't spoken to her since she got back...

Solo: Ty's face has...*laughs*

Ty: Fuck you! You nappy headed troll! Listen, when y'all got something that I can participate in, then y'all call me...I don't want shit to do with Bey's "intervention" ! Y'all are on your own...*rolls eyes and hangs up*

Angie: So what the hell do you have in mind?

Kelly: Okay! I think that when Solo comes back from Texas tomorrow, she should ask Bey to go to lunch with her, since she's the only one she's speaking to at the moment...

Angie: Okay, So we aren't going? *confused*

Kelly: no, We will be there when she gets in there, and then she will have to talk to us...*smiles*

Solo: I mean, It doesn't hurt to try....

Kelly: That's what I'm talking about Solo! Way to be a team player! *giggles*

Angie: I sure hope this works...

Solo: me too....

(Later that night with Bey)

It was getting late..Bey made her way down the steps and into the living room to find the charger to her phone...when she got down there, she saw Jay's book sitting on the table...

(Bey)

I know I probably shouldn't touch it, but I know I'm going to...*opens it and reads to herself* 

"The first step to fixing something is to admit that you are wrong. Okay, here it goes...I Jay  Shawn Corey Carter do not trust my wife. I don't know what it is...I don't know why...I just can't trust her..I know that it's wrong to do...But it's hard. I Want to trust her, but I really feel that she is sleeping with this nigga Jared...I don't want it to be true, but I think it is...She could very well not be cheating, but my heart won't allow me to believe that..."

Bey threw the book across the room and ran up the steps and into her bedroom with eyes full of tears...She sat down at her mirror and thought to herself...

(Bey)

He can't trust me? How can you not trust me when I make me so damn easy to trust? I swear he is just in this relationship looking for a way out...*looks in the mirror and sheds a tear* 

Just then, with just one tear, something came over Bey...Her heart grew a little colder, and her brain moved from "I'm hurt" to "Fuck everyone"...

  (Bey)

If he doesn't want to trust me, I'll give him a reason not to...If he doesn't want to be in this relationship, I'll give him a way out...*grabs eyeliner and puts on a heavy amount to give her a darker look*

(Bey)

As I look into the mirror into my own eyes, I feel my hurt withering away and my heart turning into ice....Maybe that bitch who thinks she knows me, (Keri Hilson) was right...everyone woman has a got damn breaking point...I've reached it....

Bey got up from her Vanity and went into her closet...She threw on a tight black outfit, some dark black shades and curled her hair....Bey called Julius, and made her way to a New York club...When she got there, crowds of people crowded around her, but she didn't let that stop her...

 

When Bey got in the club she began to dance...She didn't need anybody...between songs, she had drinks...She began to feel a little tipsy, but the drinks didn't stop there, they just got harder...Bey was so angry with her life, the drinks made her forget about Jay and all his bullshit....As she danced, the media talked.....

(W/ Jay)

While at Kanye's house, Jay, Kanye and TyTy decided to play a few games of Spades...They turned on the TV and even a little bit of music to fill the quietness in the air...Jay was in the middle of whoopin some ass in Spades when he saw Bey's face on the television screen...

Jay: Yo, turn that down! Turn that down!

Kanye: *gets up and turns off the music*

Jay: *turns up the TV*

Reporter: Well, Beyonce seems like shes having a night on the town in New York this evening.ALONE!!!..the Singer/Actress was seen "Hammered" in a New York Club WITHOUT her husband Jay-Z. Now, this is not normal for Beyonce due to the fact that she usually clubs with her husband....eyewitnesses say that she is pretty "sloshed" *giggles* I-

Jay: *turns off Tv* *gets up*

Kanye: Shit...

TyTy: What you wanna do?

Jay: *starts walking out the door*

Kanye and TyTy: *follows him*

(Back w/ Bey at the club)

Bey went into her purse to fix her lipstick when she realized that she had 10 missed calls from Jay...2 text messages and one voicemail...She was too drunk to check her voicemail, so she checked her messages first...one was from Solo, and one was from Jared...She read Solo's first...

Solo's Text: "I'll be home tomorrow...let's do lunch at 2pm and Jack's Rib Shack?"

Bey: (drunk texting)"Swjure.."

Jared's Text: Hey Beautiful, wanted to know if you were free tonight?

Bey: (drunk texting) course I;m froee :)

Solo's text: "Is that a yes? *emojis*"

Bey: (drunk texting) "mmmmmmmhhmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm"

Jared: Good well since you're "froee" *emoji's* Meet me at my house...

Bey: (drunk texting) "okay" 

Bey got up from the couch in the V.I.P section and made her way outside.....When she got outside, she was surprised because....

Jay: *gets out the car* 

Jay: This what you wanna do?

Bey: *ignores him*

Jay: Bey...

Bey: *gets in the car* 

Jay: *bangs on Julius' window* Roll her window down Julius!!

Julius: *rolls Bey's window down*

Jay: You really want to do this in front of all these cameras?

Bey: Jay, Move away from my car...*rolls her window up* Pull off Julius!

Julius pulled off as Bey asked leaving Jay in the middle of street..

Kanye: *gets out the car* Come on man...

Jay: *walks back over to the car and gets in*

Kanye: You wanna go back to my house?

Jay: Nah, take me home...

Kanye: You gone be alright man?

Jay: Yeah, I just need to go home...like right now...

Kanye: *to the driver* alright..take the nigga home...

*driver pulls off*

(Jay)

I can't believe she is doing this...I mean, I know she's mad at me, but I am honestly embarrassed. I really just want to talk to her and let her know that I can work towards trusting  her, but she's just giving me even more reasons not to trust her....

(Meanwhile w/ Bey)

Julius: *driving* headed home Bey?

Bey: Nope! Take me to 18th street...

Julius: Okay...

Julius takes Bey to 18th street...

Julius: *helps her out*           

Julius: Did you want me to stay with you?

Bey: *drunk* Just stay wherever Julius...I'm going up to visit a friend! Okay? *gets out*

Julius: Okay Bey, do you need me to walk you up?

Bey: No! No! I'm fine! Damn! Just ride around, or park over there...I'm not sure how long I will be...I'll call you...

Julius: Okay....

(Julius)

*pulling off* This behavior is not like Bey...I don't know what's wrong with her, but I can honestly say I don't like her like this...She's scaring me...

Bey made her way into Jared's apartment building she was texting him in the car, so he met her at the elevator...

Jared: I've been waiting for you gorgeous...*smirks*

Bey: Sorry to keep you waiting...*hugs him and get on the elevator* 

Jared: *follows her and pushes level three*

Bey and Jared made it up to Jared's apartment, and Bey removed her shades...

Bey: It's beautiful in here...*smiles*

Jared: Have a seat, I'll grab us some drinks..*walks to the kitchen*

Bey: *smiles and sits* 

Jared went into the kitchen and grabbed two glasses and a bottle of  wine and sat them on the table...

Bey: *smiles* 

Jared: I figured you would be too busy for me...

Bey: Why would you think that?

Jared: I mean you always say you're busy...or you can't do anything tonight...What makes tonight any different?

Bey: I honestly can't answer that...

Jared: So, where's Jay? *sips his drink*

Bey: *changes the subject* How much do you pay a month here?

Jared: *chuckles because he knows she did that on purpose* about 2,000 a month...

Bey: mmmmm impressive...*smiles*

Jared: *gives her a glass of wine* *smiles* My job pays good..

Bey: *sips* What do you do?

Jared: I'm a buis-

Just then the phone rang....

Jared: excuse me a second....I'm sorry...*answers phone* Hello, this is Jared...mhmm mhmmm no worries, I'll just email it to you right now...

Bey: *sips drink* *smirks*

(Bey)

Damn he looks good...I wonder who that is...

Jared: No problem...Okay..*hangs up* Spoke to soon about my job, I'm so sorry, this will only take a second...*gets up* Being a business owner isn't easy you know...*chuckles and runs in his room*

Bey: No problem *smiles* I understand...*sips*

Bey sat in the living room for about 10mins before she began to feel extremely lonely...She made her way into Jared room where he was....When she walked in, Jared was on his computer attaching files to an email...

Bey: *smiles* You know a girl can get pretty lonely sitting in a living room by herself...*giggles*

Jared: I'm so sorry....*attaches another file* sometimes I get these random phone calls asking if-

Jared stumbled over is words as Bey got closer... 

Jared: I didn't realize I was moving so slow...

Bey: *in a soft voice* It's cool...I'll wait...*smirks*

Jared: *sucks his own lips and sends the message*

Bey: You done? *kisses his cheek*

                                                                                                                                                                               

 

Jared: Mhmmm..

Bey: *kisses his neck* good...

Jared: *tilts head back* You know, I been missing you...*kisses her on the lips*

Bey: mmmm feels good to be missed..*tongues him down softly*

(Jared)

I don't know what's gotten into Bey, but I love it...Even when we were dating, we never got this close...mmm She smells so good, and her lips are so soft...

Bey: *continues to tongue Jared down and straddles him*

(Bey)

I don't know what has gotten into me, but I honestly don't care...My heart has turned cold, my mind has turned on myself...and at this point, I care about nobody's feeling but my own...

Jared: you sure you wanna do this? 

Bey: *kisses his neck* Sssshhhh...

Jared: Bey, I'm serious...

Bey: *tongues him down* I'm sure...*stands up and strips down to nothing slowly*

Jared: *sits in the chair and bites his lip*

Bey fell back on the bed and signalled for Jared to come to her....Jared got out of the chair and took his shirt off and walked over to Bey....Bey spread her legs signalling for Jared to get between them....He did so, and much more...

(The next day)

Bey woke up to the soft touch of a white tshirt and a warm embrace...Jared was still sleeping...

 

Bey: Shit. *sits up* What time is it? *looks at her phone* 

(Bey)

Shit, it's 2:30pm, I was suppose to meet my sister for lunch...*calls her*

Bey: *gets up and walks in the master bathroom softly* *whispers* Hey So,

Solo: Hello? Where are you? *giggles*

Bey: I'm on my way, I over slept...*giggles*

Solo: Over slept? Bitch, do you know what time it is? *laughs*

Bey: I know! I will be there soon! Just order some drinks! Bye! *smiles and hangs up*

Bey: *grabs her clothes and a hoodie out of Jared's dresser and snuck out into the front living room...She put on her dark shades and his hoodie and slipped out of the front door quietly...As Bey was on the elevator, she texted Julius to come get her...Julius didn't say much during the ride but he was thinking it...

(Julius)

I have been working for Bey for a long time..I know just about all her friends..I have never taken her to this apartment building...I hope she didn't do anything stupid..she isn't saying much, but that might be due to a hangover...*laughs to himself*

Bey stepped out of the car to go into her home....

She asked Julius to stay parked so that she could run in and change her clothes and head to lunch with Solo...Julius agreed and parked in the driveway...

(Inside the house)

Jay was in the kitchen eating lunch...alone...

(Jay)

Bey didn't come home last night...I don't know if she did it to make me mad, or if she did it because she just doesn't give a fuck...i don't think it matters either way...I'm so worried, I don't know what to do...I've called everyone and nobody is answering the phone...maybe they are in on this...listen to me...now I can't trust anybody....I-

Just then Bey walked in.....

Bey: *closes the door behind her and makes her way up the steps*

Jay: *comes out the kitchen and stands at the bottom of the steps* Nice of you to finally come home...

Bey: *comes back to the top of the steps* *looks at him* I mean you already think I'm cheating, so why not stay out? *rolls eyes and heads to her room*

Jay: *follows her*

Bey: *goes into the bathroom and strips*

Jay: *walks in the room* Are you gonna tell me where you were?

Bey: Are you gonna tell me why you don't trust me?

Jay: I honestly don't have a got damn reason why...

Bey: Oh yeah, that makes perfect sense...*hops in the shower*

Jay: *opens shower door* Where were you Bey?

Bey: Tuh! Like you care! *rolls eyes and closes the shower door* Get out of the bathroom Jay!

Jay: *takes a deep breath and leaves out*

(Jay)

I don't want to assume that she was out doing wrong, because then that is gonna show that I don't trust her...She could have probably just stayed at a hotel to make me upset...Well, she accomplished that...

Bey got out of the shower and got dressed...Jay was down stairs wrecking his brain while finishing lunch...Bey got dressed and made her way out to lunch....She didn't bother saying anything to Jay before leaving....Bey had really became cold and heartless..She even finds herself dressing in darker clothes today...

(Meanwhile at the Restaurant)

Kelly: Where is she? *sips drink*

Solo: She said she's on her way...you know what "on my way means"

Kelly: Yeah, "I'm about to get in the shower"! *rolls eyes*

Solo: *giggles*

Angie: Maybe she found out we were here, and decided not to come...*sips*

Solo: How smart do you two think she is? *giggles* This is Bey we are talking about! *laughs and texts Bey*

Bey was walking in when Solo texted her and texted her back "I'm outfront"



Bey: *comes in* *to the person up front* Hi, I'm meeting someone here...

Solo: *waves arms so Bey will notice her*

Bey: nevermind I see her...*smiles* *walks towards Solo*

Bey's smile turned into a mean mug when she noticed that Kelly and Angie were at the table as well...

(Bey)
This bitch done set me up...

TBC.......

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"You Found Me"

Everyone sat and pondered on where Bey could be..Kelly watched the kids as Jay, Ty, and Mama Tina called Bey multiple times in a row...a little after Kelly, Angie arrived and has not heard from Bey either..

(1 hour later)

 The girls are all dressed and there is still no sight of Bey....Everyone is extremely worried...

Jay: I don't know where she could be, but now I'm getting worried...*calls her again*

Angie: It's not like her to miss a show..

Mama Tina: It's not...I knew I should have sent Julius with her...

Kelly: *calls Bey* *leaves a message* Hey Bey...I know you're upset..Just text me and let me know you're okay..I'm worried about you...Seriously Bey..at least text me....I know I told you that you have a right to be mad, but don't do this to your fans...*hangs up*

Jay: *looks threw his phone for Jared's number, dials it* Hello? This is Jay..Bey's husband..have you heard from her?

Jared: *chuckles to himself* No I don't know where Bey is...but I do know that you got some nerve calling me asking me for clues. Nigga get of my line...*hangs up*

Jay: *takes a deep breath* *throws his phone at the wall* *storms out*

Mama Tina: *holding baby Shawn* Jay,..... Jay where are you going?

Jay: *ignores her*

Ty: Mmm I love when he turns into the incredible hulk right before my eyes..it's sexy...*giggles*

Angie: Would you cut it out! *laughs*

Ty: Sorry..I can't help that he is fine..*straightens up*

Angie: Calm your hormones! *giggles*

Mama Tina: *cuts them off* Listen y'all! Stop it now! This is a serious manner! *serious*

Ty: Ard Miss Tina you aint gotta get all swollen in the face..*giggles* I want Bey to be here just as bad as you do. *pats her on the back* I'm here for YOU! *giggles*

Mama Tina: Boy, Imma knock you out if you don't get off of me! *side eyes him and cracks a smile*

Ty: She loves me! *giggles*

Kelly: Mama is right y'all, We gotta find Bey..that's all that matters..we can't let her do this to her fans...She has one hour to get here..

Ty: How about I check her hotel room, you call New York and see if anyone has seen here, Angie you check the blog sites because If she is outside, they will see her...Mama Tina you can keep the band and the dancers calm...

Angie: Don't think you're slick! The only reason you want to go to the hotel is because-

Ty: *covers Angie's mouth* Would you stop telling all my business you motor mouthes leprechaun! Damn you talk to much!

Angie: *uncovers her mouth* I'LL go to the hotel you stay here and call New York! You know more people anyway!

Ty: Fun Sucker! *sticks his tongue out at her*

Angie: You are so childish! *rolls and cracks a smile*

Kelly: Look, come on! Let's just do this!

Angie, and Mama Tina:  Cool, Alright.

Ty: *crosses arms* *rolls eyes* *duck lips*

Kelly: Ty? *raises eyebrows*

Ty: I can't believe we are about to play a game of find the huzzy...*shakes his head* This bitch is mine when I see her, it's ON! *gets up and starts dialing numbers*

Kelly: Good enough. *giggles*

They all broke their separate ways and did what they were assigned....

(Meanwhile with Jay)

(Jay)
*Driving* Maybe she is right, I mean..Maybe I don't trust her...Maybe we just don't trust each other..I hate to see her take our relationship problems out on her fans..I gotta find her..She can be mad at me all she wants, but I can't let her do this to the people that actually do trust her, her fans...*calls her*

Surprisingly, Bey answered..

Bey: What do you want Jay?

Jay: I need to talk to you...

Bey: *silence*

Jay: Bey...

Bey: I'm listening...

Jay could tell Bey had been crying...

Jay: *takes a deep breath* Bey you don't want to do this to your fans...

Bey: *crying voice* Jay, THE FANS DON'T MATTER! WHAT MATTERS IS YOU TRUSTING ME!

Jay: I'm sorry Babe..

Bey: Yep! YOU ARE SORRY! *sniffs*

Jay: Bey-

Bey: *still crying* You're sorry, but yet I just received a phone call from Jared saying you called him...How did you get his number Jay?

Jay: Bey I-

Bey: What? Cat gotcha tongue?

Jay: I- I went through your phone and got it....

Bey: You are a sorry ass excuse for a husband! You really don't trust me do you?

Jay: Bey I do tru-

Bey: *yelling* Just save it Jay, I'm not coming to that show and you can blame yourself for that...

Jay: Why am I blaming myself?

Bey: *yelling* HELL, I DON'T GIVE A DAMN JAY, BLAME YOUR MOMMA FOR HAVING YOU...EITHER WAY IT'S GONA COME BACK TO YOU! I'M DONE TALKING! So you can tell my Mama, Ty and Kelly to stop calling me..

Jay: Bey, I understand you are mad at me, but what the fuck am I suppose to tell your fans?

Bey: *still crying* How about you go on stage and tell them YOU DON'T KNOW HOW TO TRUST YOUR WIFE!! *hangs up on him*

Solo: *comes in the room with Bey* You okay? *sits next to her*



Bey: *crying* I'm just so tired of him...Do you know he called Jared and asked him if he saw me?

Solo: He WHAT? How did he get his number?

Bey: So I have no idea, but I'm pretty sure he went through my phone! I'm just so annoyed. The first thing he said to me when I answered the phone was don't do this to your fans...but what about me? What about my happiness? He is my happiness...and right now, I'm not feeling the happiness Solo.. I can't believe he's doing this to me..*cries harder* I trust Jay, Even though he hurt me, He fucked plenty of bitches and I still trust him Solo *sniffs*....I have never cheated on Jay physically, maybe mentally...but never physically...

Solo: I know Bey, I know..*hugs her* Just calm down..We can stay here in Texas as long as you need to so that you can clear your head...I'm sure your fans will understand if you just tell him you are sick or something...

Bey: *sniffs* I just don't want to lose him..but we can't have a relationship if he doesn't trust me...

Solo: How about I call Mama and tell her to cancel the last two shows and-

Bey: Just call Angie...She knows what to do...

Solo: Should I tell her where you are?

Bey: No..then they will all come running down here...

Solo: Okay, I'll just tell her you called me and told me to tell you...

(Meanwhile with Kelly, Angie, and Ty)





The crowd is going wild they are screaming "Beyonce! Beyonce! Beyonce!" So many people have come out to see this show...

They were crying, screaming, and Passing out... They had no idea that their Queen was about to let them down....




(Meanwhile backstage while the crowd is waiting)

Kelly, Ty, and Angie See Jay coming in the backstage door...He didn't look to happy...

Jay: *walks up to them* I talked to Bey...

Ty: *smiles* Is she coming? Please tell me her hair is done already!

Kelly: What did she say Jay?

Jay: *takes a deep breath* She told me to go stand on the stage and tell them she isn't coming because I don't trust her...

Ty: *mouth drops* So she isn't coming?

Jay: *shakes his head no*

Mama Tina: This is NOT LIKE HER! Did she tell you where she was?

Jay: *shakes his head no*

Angie: I just don't-

Just then, Angie's phone rings...It was Solo...

(Phone Convo)

Angie: Hey So...

Solo: Hey! *smiling*

Angie: Have you heard from Bey? you know she has a show tonight and her fans are-

Solo: I heard from her, that's why I'm calling you...

Angie: Is she with you?

Solo: No, She called me about 10mins ago..told me to tell you that she wants the rest of the shows canceled..pay the band, dancers and background singers and reschedule the shows for a later date so that she won't lose money from the fans...

Angie: Are you serious? So she isn't doing any of the shows?

Mama Tina: Give me that phone! *takes it* Hello!

Solo: Hey Mama, How are you? *smiles*

Mama Tina: Now you know I'm NOT FINE! Where is your sister?

Solo: I don't know...She just called me...

Mama Tina: Well, you call her back and tell her to stop foolin around. She has fans here waiting for her!

Solo: Mama shes not coming! She made it very clear that she wants everything canceled until Jay can-

Mama Tina: YOU TELL HER THAT THIS IS GONNA RUIN HER CAREER!

Solo: Mama, She doesn't care about that...she wants happiness in her marriage..until she gets it, she isn't doing a show...*hangs up*

Bey: Thanks for being here for me Solo...*wipes tears*

Solo: Anytime sis..*smiles* I'm gonna go cook something! You hungry?

Bey: yeah I am actually,  I'm gonna sit out here for a little while though...

Solo: Okay! *smiles* *gets up and goes in the house with Alan and Julez*

(Bey)
I hate that I have to do this to my fans...I love them, but in order for me to give my all, I have to have full happiness in my marriage and with my family and friends..I knew Jay was gonna call Jared.....Jared was concerned because he called me...

(Earlier)
Bey was sitting outside on the grass when her phone rang...It was Jared...

Bey: Hey! *smiles*

Jared: Hey! Are you okay? *concerned*

Bey: Yeah, *smiles*  I'm fine...Are you okay?

Jared: I mean, I just got a phone call from your husband asking me where you were...

Bey: *gets mad* Look, I'll explain everything to you later..I promise..

Jared: Okay...are you sure you are okay?

Bey: I'm sure..*giggles*

Jared: Sure? *chuckles*

Bey: Positive Jared..*smiles*

Jared: *smiles* Okay!

(Bey)
He is just so amazing. I mean..Such a good friend...I wonder how life would be if we stayed together..I'm sure I wouldn't have been going through all of this trust issue shit...We would probably have been in love right now...Maybe a kid or two...*giggles to herself* I know it's probably wrong to think this...but It's not gonna happen..just a thought...

We probably would have a kid...probably a boy...

I he would probably be a mixture of the both of us...

He would enjoy holidays together like Christmas and thanksgiving...










At night we would probably lay in bed and have


pillow talks..maybe even play fight...

And before than, maybe we would have drinks before bed...*smiles* I don't know where life could have took me if I would have just left Jay alone...







But of course I chose Jay over him...I have love Jay since I was 18 years old...We were friends at first...without a care in the world about age.....I remember Michelle hated him..*giggles* But he was so sweet...                                                              




He allowed me to see the real him...The part of him that the world could not see...I remember thinking that there was no way I could trust that damn rapper..He's "big pimpin" and "Spending Cheese" Claiming to be a pimp for life..He will never settle down with a girl like me...But he did...






We trusted each other so much...There were things that I knew about him, that nobody else did....I still trust Jay...nothing can change that..we were friends first....I just want us to get back to that..I find myself thinking about our past a lot..as I think about it, I realize that we have definitely changed over the years...

I mean, look at us now...one of the most talked about couples in the music industry..."power couple" is what you think of when you hear "Bey and Jay" They even came up with a name for us "Jayonce" ....But it just doesn't feel right...I want Jay to trust me fully...I know he says it, but he has a really hard time showing it...


         







 We have two perfect kids, I could not have asked for anything better...
They have parents who love them...I can see why one would feel that I have the perfect family...I honestly feel that we are close to perfect, but that doesn't mean that we don't have flaws...Jay doesn't trust me, but I trust him...Some may think that this is not a big deal, but I do...You can't have a healthy relationship if you don't have an understanding of trust.... Me and Jay have to get back to this, or I will have to leave him...I refuse to stay in a relationship where I am not trusted...

(Back to Present Time)

Solo: *comes outside* Are you gonna come and eat or what?

Bey: *gets up* I'm coming! *smiles* *walks towards her*

Solo: I called Angie...Mama took the phone from her and told me that you were making a "big mistake"..*giggles*

Bey: How did I know she was going to do that?

Solo: Because Shes Mama...*giggles* But don't worry about it...I told them to cancel the shows and reschedule them for a later date so you won't lose any money...

Bey: Thanks *smiles*

Solo: You know I gotcha sista...*giggles*

Bey, Solo, Alan, and Julez sat down for dinner...Solo cooked a Homemade Texas feast...

Solo: I haven't cooked like this in years..

Bey: I haven't cooked like this ever...

Solo: We Know! *giggles*

They all chowed down on some good food! Chicken, Mash potatoes, fried fish, waffles, and much more...


Bey: Mm, this is good Solo! *eats*

Julez: YUMMYYY! *smiles and eats*

Alan: This is good baby..*smiles*

Solo: I'm glad you guys like it!


                    


















(Meanwhile with Ty, Angie, Mama T, and Jay)

Angie: *gets her phone back from Mama Tina* Aunt Tina, that's not gonna make her come back...

Ty: What happened now?

Angie: Bey wants the rest of the shows to be rescheduled, she wants the band, dancers, and background singers to be paid, and she is NOT coming tonight!

Ty: YOU GOTTA BE FUCKING KIDDING ME!

Kelly: *shakes her head* I knew she was mad, but I didn't think she was this mad...

Mama Tina: So how do we get all these fans out of here?

Kelly: I say me and Jay go out and say something...

Angie: I think that would be good..to see you guys...would probably make them happy...

Mama Tina: You guys go out there and tell them that Bey is sick, and she is extremely sorry that she can't make the show...

Jay: *looks at Kelly* How about you go out there first, and then I come out as a surprise...

Kelly: Okay, yeah..let's do that...*starts to go out*

Ty: *puts his arm in front of her* You are NOT, going out there like that...I have an outfit in the back that you can fit...Tuh! *grabs her hand and takes her in the dressing room*

(15 mins later/ On Stage)

(Kelly)
I can't believe Ty has me in this gown just to make an announcement...*giggles* to herself* I REALLY HOPE that nobody notices my small growing baby bump. the crowd is screaming...gosh Bey is so loved...*gets out there* I can't believe Bey is doing this to herself...

Random Fan in the crowd: Omggg! It's Kelly Rowland!

Another Random Fan: She looks so pretty!!!

Another Random Fan: She must be about to announce Bey!!! *screams*

Another Fan: Bout time she got her ass out here!!!!!!!!! *screams* I love Kelly's dress!!!!!


*puts the mic to her mouth*

Kelly: How you guys doing tonight?

Crowd: *screams*

Kelly: I guess that means you guys are doing okay! *smiles*

Crowd: *screams*

Kelly: *smiles* You guys, I know you all are here to see Bey perform tonight!

Crowd: *screams in agreement*

Kelly: *smiles*.

Crowd: They settle down...

Kelly: I'm sorry to tell you guys this, but Bey is not feeling well tonight...She won't be able to make the show..

Crowd: Awwwwwwwwww

Kelly: I know you guys, but...she plans to reschedule the show, and you all will be back here rocking out with Bey real soon!!! *smiles*

Jay: But for now, you guys can rock out with me! *music starts* MY NAME IS HOV! H To THE O-V!! *continues rapping*

Crowd: *screams* Ahhhhh!!!! JAYYYYYY-ZZZZZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Jay came out and blazed the stage for Bey's fans...singing a few of his favorites.....After that, he wished the people happiness and told them to "pray for Bey" The crowd left satisfied...

It's after the show and Jay is sitting in the stands watching the last bit of fans leave...



(Jay)
As I sit here and really let what's going on sink in, I'm realizing that things are really bad right now. I have some major trust issues. It's not fair to Bey that I find it hard to trust not just her, but everybody...I feel like if I don't change, A change is gona come in Bey...but I don't know what it will be...I don't know when, I just know I gotta get it TOGETHER....

Just then, Jay looked up and someone that made his skin boil.....Jared.....




Julius began to square up as usual.....but-

Jay: Let him through...

Jared: *comes through calmly*

Jay: Wassup Man? *stays seated*

Jared: Did Bey show up yet?

Jay: Why does it matter to you?

Jared: Because I care about her...thats why...

Jay:Nigga you must want me to jump out this chair...

Jared: Listen, I don't want no beef...*still calm* I just asked a simple question...

Jay: Man, Don't come up in here wit all dat sarcastic shit..

Jared: What's your problem with me Jay? You jealous because your girl has feelings towards me?...huh? Wish I didn't exsist?

Jay: *Silence* *breathing heavy in anger*

Jared: Mmm...*walks closer to him* It hurts doesn't it? when you realize that you FUCKED UP! I'm on her mind now...You just a sorry piece of SHIT, that won't have a wife in 2 WEEKS!

Jay: *anger takes over him* FUCK YOU! *jumps up and pushes him*

Jared: *loses balance and falls down two steps* You push like bitch...*chuckles while Julius holds him back*

Jay: yeah, Get the fuck outta here man!

Jared: I'll be outta here...but in your wife...Know dat. *rolls eyes and leaves*

Jay: *takes a deep breath*

Julius: You cool Jay?

Jay: FUCK! *kicks the chair* *slams his body to sit down in the chair* *pulls out his phone and text solo*

[Text Convo]

Jay: Sis..

Solo: Sup Bro? :)

Jay: I'm really concerned about your sister..I feel so bad, It hurts not knowing where she is..I caused all this, and I need to fix it...I want to see her...and I know you know where she is...Can you tell me?

Solo: :)

Jay: Is that "Fuck you, I'm not telling you, go suffer and die smiley face" ? orrr.....lol

Solo: She's in Texas with me...

Jay: I have to come down there and see her...

Solo: Idk Jay she's pretty upset...

Jay: I know, but I feel like if I see her, then I will be able to talk to her without arguing...

Solo: ummm, okay...well we are at the old house... :)

Jay: Thanks a lot sis! I love you! *smiles*

Solo: You owe me nigga!

Jay: Don't I always owe you?

Solo: *emojis*

(The next Day in Texas)

Solo was outside with Julez and Alan..She was swinging Julez on the swing....

Julez: Mommy this is so fun! *smiles* *giggles*

Solo: Me and Aunt BB used to love this swing when we were kids! *giggles and pushes him*

Alan: looks like fun Babe..*smiles*

Solo: It is! *smiles* *pauses for a second* Babe...

Alan: Yeah?

Solo: Let me talk to you for a second...

Alan: *walks over to her*

Solo: *they begin to walk away*

Julez: Mooomm! *whines*

Solo: Just swing yourself for a minute...Back and forth! *smiles*

Julez: *kicks*

Alan: Wassup Babe? You okay?

Solo: I'm great, I just need to ask your opinion on something...

Alan: Okay, what is it?

Solo: Babe, Jay texted me last night...

Alan: Okay...and what happened?

Solo: I told him where Bey was....

Alan: Babe...*disappointment face*

Solo: Babe, he seemed really concerned....*pouts*

Alan: Long as you didn't-

Solo: Tell him he could come here?

Alan: Ye- yeah...

Solo: I did...*I'm sorry smile*

Alan: Solooo...*looks at her like "why would you do that*

Solo: Babe I- *turns around and sees Bey on the swing*

Alan: Look at me. She is gonna be very upset if Jay shows up here..

Solo: I know, but Jay is like a brother to me...I owed him that one...

Juelz was pushing Bey on the swings...

Julez: Aunt BB you are going really fast! *smiles* *pushes her*

Bey: *giggles* I know! Thanks to you! You're so strong! *in her Auntie Voice*

Julez: *stops pushing her* UNCLE JAY!!!!!!!!

Bey: Huh? *looks up and sees Jay*

Julez: *runs over to Jay* MOMMYYY!!!! LOOK!!! UNCLE JAY IS HERE!!!!!

Alan and Solo turn around and see Jay....

Alan: Oh shit...

Solo: SHIT!

Alan: *runs over* Juelz why don't you come in the house with me for a few minutes..I have to show you something...*takes Julez in the house*

Bey: *sits on the swing and mean mugs the shit out of Jay* What the fuck are you doing here?

TBC.............

"Missing"

Hey guys! I just want to apologize for the errors ahead of time. I tend to get excited and spell and word things wrong, but you guys get the memo! :P Enjoy the post!!!


(Meanwhile w/ Jay)

Kelly: *walks up to Jay* sooo, Jay..I won't be able to party with you guys tonight...

Jay: Why not? *confused look*

Kelly: I'm extremely tired..*pokes lip out*

Jay: What you pregnant? *laughs*

Kelly: Actually, Yeah...

Jay: WHAT?!

Kelly: Ssshh!! I haven't told anyone yet...

Jay: *whispers* why y'all always gotta tell me what I don't need to know?

Kelly: Sorry, you asked...*giggles* Our secret?

Jay: yeah, Our secret..*smiles* *shakes her hand* But I gotta tell Bey though...*runs down the hall*

Kelly: JAYY!! NO!!! *laughs* *runs after him*

Jay: *opens the door* Hey Bey, I'm sorry to interrupt, but - JARED??

Kelly: WHO? *comes in the room*

Ty: *looks down the hall* *looks around* *doesn't see Jay* Oh Shit..

Bey: *smiles* Jay your remember Jared?

Jared: Hi, how are you? *reaches out his hand to shake Jay's*

Jay: *stares at his hand* Bey, lets go..

Bey: But Jay-

Jay: Let's go..*leaves*

Bey: *embarrassed* *to Jared* I'm really sorry this had to be cut short...*to his nephew* It was nice to meet you honey..*smiles and kisses his cheek* *starts to walk out*

Kelly: *stands in the door way*

Jared: aye Bey...

Bey: *turns around and looks at him*

Jared: When you ready, I'll be here...

Bey: *turns around and makes her way out the door*

Kelly: *looks at Jared and follows Bey* What the hell is going on? What did I miss?

Bey: *walks faster than her* Kelly, not right now...

Bey got to the end of the hallway, she saw didn't see Jay, only Ty and Angie...

Bey: Where's Jay?

Ty: *duck lips* *points to the room Jay was in*

Bey: *goes in*

When Bey got in the room, Jay was putting baby Shawn in his baby carrier...

Bey: What the hell was that Jay?

Jay: You asking me?

Bey: You can't sit here and tell me you are upset over a gotdamn meet and greet..

Jay: Is that what you call that these days?

Bey: You know that there is nothing going on between Jared and I, so why are you trippin?...It was just a meet and greet Jay..

Jay: just a meet and greet? *chuckles* huh? Did he pay?

Bey: *takes a deep* You gotta be kidding me...

Jay: Did he?

Bey: No Jay..

Jay: exactly..

Bey: *eyes filled with water but the tears haven't dropped yet* You don't trust me do you?

Jay: *takes a deep breath* I'll be in the car...*grabs Shawn and leaves*

Bey: Jay!

*no answer*

Ty: *comes in the room* I tol-

Bey: Don't. *holds hands up*

Ty: What? you ain't even know what I was gonna say...

(In the hallway with Kelly and Angie)

Angie: You're pregnant? awww *hugs her tight* congrats Kellz!

Kelly: ssshhh the only people that know are you, Jay and Chris...

Angie: Sorry..*calms down* But didn't you learn from Solo that you should never tell Jay a secret without telling Jay?....

Kelly: Don't worry, Don't worry..I plan to tell her soon...*smiles* That's why I haven't told Ty, you know he can't hold water..*laughs*

Ty: *opens the door with Bey behind him* What you hoes talking about? *comes out*

Angie: Shut up Ty!*chuckles*

Kelly: You okay Bey?

Bey: Yeah, I guess..I better go get in the car before he leaves me...Do you guys know where Blue is?

Ty: um, that's your daughter dumb dumb..*duck lips and pops gum*

Angie: *pushes Ty* She wanted to go with Aunt Tina so she left with her...

Ty: Ouch!

Bey: Okay..I'll see you guys in the am...

Ty: What room number are you in at the hotel so I can come get that black dress from you to add the beads...

Bey: 614. *leaves*

Ty: Okay *smiles*

Julius: I was on my way in to get you..*chuckles* Shawn is crying and Jay can't stop him...

Bey: *giggles* He's probably just hungry..*smiles* I have his bag with his bottles right here...*follows Julius out to the car*

Bey got into the back of the car and Jay was in the front seat next to the driver holding Shawn...

Bey: *to Jay* He okay? *smiles*

Jay: *ignores her and gives her Shawn*

Bey: *looks at Jay still waiting for a response* *takes Shawn*

Driver: He has a nice set of lungs on him..*chuckles*

Jay: *chuckles* 

Bey: *smiles*

(Bey)

Jay is really ignoring me...I can't believe he is really acting like this...I mean, I know he doesn't like Jared, but I consider him a good friend...He has to be able to trust me...Just because he fucked up, doesn't mean I will...*phones light up*

It was Kelly...

*Messages*

Kelly: Let's do breakfast tomorrow? 

Bey: Sure..*smiles to herself*

(Bey)

I can always count on Kelly...I just hope that this night doesn't get any more awkward between Jay then it already has...*takes a deep breath*

(Jay)

I'm really annoyed with Bey..What the hell makes her think it's okay to have "meet and greets" with niggas she used to fuck with..I know damn well that if I were to have a "meet and greet" with Aaleyah, she would kill me...I just simply need to get in this hotel room and go to sleep...I don't even want to look at her right now..It's ironic to me.. I've been seeing  that black truck everywhere...I saw it at the club one night maybe a month ago when we were leaving..I saw it the other night after the game me and Bey went to...and I saw the same black truck while I was sitting in the car waiting for Bey to come out just now...She better not even try to say that the meet and greet was for his nephew...he's like 3..what the fuck does he know about Beyonce? *shakes his head*

Bey and Jay went back to their hotel room and got ready for bed..Bey was sitting up on the couch feeding Shawn his last bottle for the night, Jay was in the bathroom brushing his teeth..the room is silent..So silent, that there were no distractions for baby shawn..he went straight to sleep...Bey layed him down in his baby crib that she brought along with her from home...She got in bed and waited for Jay...

Jay: *comes out the bathroom* *looks at her and looks back down*

Bey: *stares at him*

Jay: *ignores her* *gets in the bed* *pulls covers over him and goes to sleep*

Bey: You not gonna talk to me?

Jay: *ignores her*

Bey: Jay!

Jay: What?

Bey: Never mind...*Gets comfortable*

Bey sat up for hours just thinking about everything...

(Bey)
I don't get everybody...I've never been one to judge someone because of their past..I can't believe that the people that are suppose to believe me when I say "I don't like him like that, we are just friends" aren't.. I don't know what Jared's intentions are really..I know he wants me back, but I'm happy where I am..It sucks that they don't trust me enough to believe that...
Jay always does this...he's suppose to love me and care about me, but all does is assume shit..It's so annoying, because there was a time when he used to trust me...



There was a time when he took my word for everything, and I took his too..but it's becoming too often that he doesn't believe me..Jay's a good man...Always has been, but I need him to trust me completely. He's messed up before,but I trust him...Just wish he had the same trust for me...

I've known Ty for years...we have been through so much together..


If any friend other than Kelly, I would think he would believe me....We have been cool since Texas Days...I think Angie believes me, I mean I don't know she seemed a little bit torn...The fact that my momma acted that way...We have always been close...I don't know what got into her..somebody must have told her something...Ty I bet. he's the closes to her...



There has never been a day when I could say my mommy has not been here for me until now...Why is it that nobody believes me???...I guess I'll just have to update Solange when She, Julez and Alan get back from Texas on Monday...

(The Next Morning)

Bey woke up early for breakfast with Kelly..She didn't bother Jay at all, because she didn't want to get her feelings hurt again...Bey  made up in her mind, that she was gonna give them exactly what they have been giving her, an ass to kiss...She almost didn't even want to bother baby Shawn because he was sleeping so peacefully...She picked Shawn up quietly and got him dressed. Soon after, she left...

(Outside of the Restaurant)

(Bey)
*carrying baby Shawn onto the sidewalk* I wish these gotdamn paparazzi would get the hell out of my face. I'm So annoyed. But I guess i better smile so they won't have anything stupid to say about me in the newspaper tomorrow...*shakes her head and smiles* I bet Kelly is-

Kelly: DANG GIRL!! I have been waiting for you miss Diva!! *laughs and smiles*

Bey: *laughs* Sorry..I didn't realize the time!

Kelly: Anywaaay, We eating here..Is that cool? *giggles*

Bey: *looks at the place* looks good to me..*smiles*

Kelly: How can that boy even breathe under there...*laughs*

Bey: *giggles* It's either cover him up, or have flashing lights going off all in his face..*starts walking into the restaurant...

Kelly: *follows her* You didn't invite anyone else"?

Bey: Nope.

Kelly: Why not?

Bey: *To the host* Two please, and can we have a table in the back, away from windows?

Host: Sure mam, I have the perfect table...*takes them there*

Bey and Kelly sit at the table and make themselves comfortable...

Kelly: Bey, why didn't you invite anyone else?

Bey: *shrugs* *takes the blanket off Shawn's face*

Kelly: Are you okay? *smiles*

Bey: Yeah, I'm good..*smiles*

(Bey)
In the back of my mind, I'm just thinking..no. I'm not good. Nobody around me can trust me..You think that makes me feel good?

Kelly: Bey what do you want to eat?

Bey: *still thinking*

Kelly: Bey!

Bey: *snaps out of it* *looks at the waiter* I'm sorry..I'll take what she's having..*smiles*

Kelly: Are you sure you are okay?

Bey: Yeah, *smiles* *fake smile* It's just a little hot in here *takes off blazer*

(Kelly)
Be no damn well that's not whats wrong with her...I'm gona find out sooner or later...

Kelly: Soo, I need to tell you something..*smiles*

Bey: Your CD went number one? *smiles*

Kelly: -_________- no.

Bey: Your tour sold out? *smiles*

Kelly: *smiles* -________- No.

Bey: Then what is it? *smiles*

Kelly: Actually Bey, there will be no tour...*slides papers over to Bey*

Bey: *reads them* :O YOU'RE PREG-

Kelly: *covers her mouth* ssshhh!! *giggles* *shakes her head yes* *uncovers her mouth*

Bey: By Chris?

Kelly: Who is else would it be by?

Bey: Just asking..*giggles* I'm excited for you!  I'm gonna be an Auntie...

Kelly: *smiles* Nobody knows but you, Angie and Ja-

Bey: Jay knows??

Kelly: *smiles* It kinda slipped out last night to him while we were talking...

Bey: Oohh okay...

Kelly: He was gonna tell you, but then...

Bey: I know...I know you don't have to say it...

Kelly: Tell me what's going on?

Bey: I just feel like nobody trusts me...My momma, jumped down my throat about Jared being there the other night...Kelly he is nothing but a friend...I promise...and then Jay and his jealousy issues...not believing me that it was a meet and greet. Thennn Ty, who is suppose to be my damn friend is just-

Kelly: Whoa, whoa, whoa Bey, slow down tell me slowly..

Bey: to make a long story short, I just don't feel trusted or loved for that matter right now....

Kelly: Whelp, *smiles* I trust you, and I love you! *does kissy face*

Bey: *giggles* I love you too...*smiles fades* But I'm still upset...

Kelly: You have every right to be..

Bey and Kelly finished up breakfast and Bey made it to her rehearsal with the dancers and the band...

Bey: *walks in carrying baby Shawn is his carrier seat*

Ty: Heyyy Bey! *smiles*

Bey: Hi..*walks past him* You girls ready? *half smiles*

Band and Dancers: Yeah! *smiles and gets in position*

Bey: *puts Shawn next to her mom*

Mama Tina: Hello Beyonce..*smiles*

Bey: Hello..*takes jacket off and keeps walking toward the stage*

Ty: *to Mama Tina* *whispers* What's wrong with her?

Mama Tina: Ty, I honestly don't know Ty...*takes a deep breath*

Bey: *gets on stage* Y'all ready?

Band and Dancer: Yeah!!

Bey: Let's do this..Crazy In love first! BAND 1, 2, 3, 4,

*Band plays*



At the rehearsal Bey was very quiet. she didn't say too much unless it was a correction for the dancers....

(Outside of The Rehearsal Place)

  Jay: *to one of Bey's security guards* Bey in there right?

Security guard: Yeah, right it in there! *smiles*

Jay: Cool thanks Man, I'll see you later! *daps him* Come on Blue *gets her out the car*

Blue: *holds Jay's hand* Daddy, are we going to see mommy? *smiles*

Jay: Yep! *looks down at her smiling*

Blue: Daddy, why is she here? *wipes nose*

Jay: She has to rehearse for her show tonight baby girl..*picks her up*



As Jay made his way in, the lights were off and the light from the stage shined in his face..

Jay: Hey Mrs. Tina..*smiles and hugs her*

Mama Tina: Hey Jay *hugs him and smiles*

Jay: *bends down and talks to a sleeping Shawn Jr.* Hey Baby boy..

Ty: Heyy Ja-

Jay: *puts his hand in Ty's face* Save it! *laughs*

Ty: Oop you tried it, but Imma let you slide. I don't wanna make a scene. *giggles*

Jay: *chuckles* *looks up and Bey*

(Bey)
I see Jay looking at me, but I know for a fact I'm not gonna let him know that I see him...I'm still upset with all of them except Kelly of course..I wouldn't have stopped, but Ashley took a fall and needed a break...

Blue: *runs to the stage* Mommy!!!!!!

Bey: *smiles* Hey Baby...*comes down the steps of the stage* *picks her up* *kisses her* I missed you last night! *kisses her again*

Blue: I missed my baby brudder..*wraps her arm around Bey's neck*

Bey: You didn't miss me? *pokes out bottom lip*

Blue: I missed you too mommy..*giggles* Don't be shad!

Bey: *giggles* Why aren't you dressed yet? *shakes her head*

As Bey stood near the stage and caught up with Blue, She noticed Jay, and Mama Tina walking over to her..

Jay: Bey...

Bey: *looks at him* Oh, you can see me?

Jay: Bey don't-

Mama Tina: *hits Jay in the arm*

Jay: *takes a deep breath* I apologize for last night, I-

Bey: *interrupts him* Baby go check on your brother okay? *lets her down*

Blue: Okay! *smiles and runs over to him*

Mama Tina: Child, do you hear this man talking to you? *concerned*

Bey: Yep...*walks pass them and grabs her bag*

Mama Tina: *follows her* Beyonce what has gotten into you?

Jay: *follows Mrs. Tina*

Bey: *yells to band and dancers* YOU GUYS! I THINK WE ARE GOOD! I'LL SEE YOU LATER!

Band & Dancers: Okay! *smiles*

Bey: *puts bag on her shoulder* *looks Jay in the eye* I have nothing to say to you until you learn to trust me..*rolls eyes* ALL of you..*looks at her Mom and glances at Ty*

Mama Tina: Beyonce Giselle Knowles who-

Bey: *ignores her mother and walks towards the door*

Blue: Mommy can I go with you? *runs after her*

Bey: *turns to Blue* *smiles* Baby you can't go with Mommy..Mommy will see you later okay?

Blue: *smiles* okay..

Bey: *kisses Blue and continues out the door* *looks back and mean mugs Jay, her mother and Ty*

Jay: I know what I did, but what did y'all do?

Mama Tina: I guess we think she doesn't trust her...

Ty: You know how emotional she gets when she has shows...just let her be for a while..she will come around I'm sure...

(Later Before the show)

All the band and dance members were running around and preparing themselves for the show....



Ty: *fixing one of the band members outfits* Has anybody seen Bey? I need to get her dressed!!



Ty: *to the band member he was working on* Have you seen Bey?

Band Member: Nope...

Ty: Alright, You're all done...

Just then, Jay walks in carrying baby Shawn in his baby carrier and Blue by his side...

Blue: Hi Uncwle Ty! *smiles*

Ty: *turns around* Hey Baby! *smiles* *to the band member* Alright, you're done! *smiles* *walks over to Jay* Have you seen Bey?

Jay: Nah, I was come in here and ask you guys have you seen her...

Ty: Wherever she is, her hair is not done and neither is her make up..The show starts in 2 hours!

Jay: I-

Mama: Tina: Hey Jay! *smiles* *takes the baby from him* I'm guessing Bey is right behind you?

Jay: I haven't seen Bey since earlier...

Mama Tina: Let me call her...

Kelly: *walks in* Hey guys! *smiles*

When Kelly realizes that nobody is smiling but Blue, who was screaming "Hiiii Aunt Kellyyy" to her, her smile slowly faded..



Kelly: What's going on? *confused face*

Mama Tina: Have you seen Bey?

Kelly: Not since earlier..... why? She isn't here?

Ty: Do you see her Kelly? *pops gum and rolls eyes*

Kelly: Oop! No need to be rude! I haven't seen her* since breakfast...

Ty: Maybe your pregnancy ran her away?

Kelly: It couldn't ha- wait! How did you know?

Ty: Uncle Ty misses NOTHING! Okay Sweety! *pats her on the back and walks away*

Kelly: *pulls him by his arm* Did you tell my momma?

Ty: Kellyyy, what kind've guy do you think I am? *smiles*

Kelly: The sneaky kind! *giggles*

Ty: I didn't tell anybody, but I am appauled that I am one of the last to know! *rolls eyes* But I will get with you after I deal with Bey...*giggles*

Everyone sat and pondered on where Bey could be..Kelly watched the kids as Jay, Ty, and Mama Tina called Bey multiple times in a row...a little after Kelly, Angie arrived and has not heard from Bey either..

(1 hour later)

 The girls are all dressed and there is still no sight of Bey....Everyone is extremely worried...

Jay: I don't know where she could be, but now I'm getting worried...*calls her again*

Angie: It's not like her to miss a show..

Mama Tina: It's not...I knew I should have sent Julius with her...

Kelly: *calls Bey* *leaves a message* Hey Bey...I know you're upset..Just text me and let me know you're okay..I'm worried about you...Seriously Bey..at least text me....I know I told you have a right to be mad, but don't do this to your fans...*hangs up*

Jay: *looks threw his phone for Jared's number, dials it* Hello? This is Jay..Bey's husband..have you heard from her?

TBC....

Where do you guys think Bey is? Leave a comment below! *smiles*
-Nisha!